Backstage - Noah Jupe

Chapter 4

"Noah, stop it" I nervously hit him while troubling down at Oxford street, almost out of breath because I had laughed so hard.

The people around us didn't seem to care any less about us, wandering around looking like idiots. I felt free.

Not at one point had we got interrupted today, only by girls whispering at each corner, but they are holding their distance. The understand privacy.

"Where should we go next?" Noah said making a big jump like a little kid. I laughed at him, he was acting so silly, but I knew that was him truest self. I didn't complain, not even a little bit.

"Maybe we should settle down, and get something to eat, I'm starving."

"Sounds like a good idea" Noah said smiling at me with his silly looking face.

We began walking further Down at Oxford street. I really wanted to take his hand or just kiss him hard in the middle of the street. I just really want People to feel us. It may Sound weird, but i hate that i can't show my love for him.

I Kept on looking around to see if there were any cafés nearby. We had past some earlier, but both of us didn't wanna go back.

As I was looking around I suddenly felt Noah's eyes on me. His head was slightly turning as he looked.

I removed my eyes from the left side of the street, to Noah's face. His face looked happy, but his eyes didn't. They had a slight glance, like he was about to break down and cry. Maybe it was just me, or the sun, that made it look worse. He was probably happy, but what if he was sad.

I took his hand. It was warm. Noah's eyes got big. He squeezed my hand carefully, but quickly let it go, as he saw girls in the corner of his eye taking pictures and pointing at us.

Noah cleared his throat "Oh shit, Go y/n" Noah said with a low voice as he ran of. I just kept on standing in the middle of the street, looking like a complete idiot. I felt a little tear on my cheek.

I could see Noah a few 10 meters away. He stopped as he looked to the side to see I wasn't next to him.

He looked back and looked at me while lifting his shoulder by confusion.

He ran back to me, grabbing my arm and dragged Me with him. I could feel everybody's eyes on me. The girls' in the corner were still pointing and whispering. At one point I even got eye contact with on of them, but she quickly removed her eyes from my sight.

As Noah dragged me to the end of the street, I began crying. Not like at baby, but a little bit. I was scared and sad at the same time. Was he mad at me for holding his hand? My legs began feeling shaky and numb, my head turned blank. My body was completely overwhelmed, at then the last thing I remember was me laying at Lap in a Car.

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