Sometimes I keep my thoughts in mind,
while disbanding them with my actions.
Wishing for peace,
but creating conflict.
Wishing for love,
but pushing and giving away the disdain in my heart.
What does falling in love feel like?
For no one has loved me.
I long for feelings, that are nothing but,
unfamiliar and frightening to me.
There is nothing I can do.
Until I know how it feels to love,
you.
