The sound of death is so sweet, it has the everlasting feeling of being free..
That's what we want, right? Freedom?
Some are never sure if they want freedom.
I never wanted to live,
But the feeling of being alive is worse than I can imagine.
I don't want to die,, I just want to be free of this burden we call living,
I mean the only thing that is promised to us is death.
Why not try to love it as well.
We all want to die, until its time for us to die.
I say this as I am sitting on the ledge,
I wish goodbye to all my lovers.
Catching the bittersweet scent of being alive,
I smile,
I lean back,
Falling,
There are no tears,
There is no regret,
But, I feel as if I am on fire,
Is it hell?
Is it the slightest bit of burning regret I feel in my stomach?
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry my love,
My last thought as I hit the ground..
"why me?"
-sd
