Never yours|| Oscar "spooky" Diaz

Trece

I flipped over on top of him and looked down at him. His hands were on my waist and he was smirking at me.

"Why would I be jealous papi?" He looked satisfied with his nickname.

"I don't know, maybe you like me more than you thought?" I giggled and rolled off of him.

I laid on my back and looked over at him "it doesn't matter how I feel about you Oscar. I'm not flipping myself inside out for something that may not ever happen." He smiled at me.

"How do you know its not gonna happen?"

I squinted at him slightly and smiled "I know you, Oscar."

We looked at each other for a while. I was trying to figure out how he felt. I know him but I've never know every single emotion.

"What are you thinkin' B?" I softly tapped him on the forehead.

"You've never called me that." He smiled slightly.

"Thought we'd leave X in the past.." I took a deep breath and rolled over. He moved closer behind me, his chest on my back.

"Shes gone isn't she." He said slowly.

I nodded in response and he put his arm over my waist.

"Good. Now she can be at rest."

"Yep. Now I'm just Bianca."

"Small, calm, and sweet Bianca." He pressed his lips into my neck and I stared out my window up at the moon.

"I haven't shown you calm since I got here." I smirked at him and I felt the vibrations of his throat on my arm.

He continued slowly kissing my neck and down my arm. His hands gripped tighter on my waist. He kissed up my back and onto my neck.

"What are you trying to do baldy?" I smiled at him and watched him flip me over onto my back and hold himself above me.

"Nothing mamas. Just love how you feel on my lips." I rolled my eyes at him and he chuckled.

He kissed me softly. He lifted me up and held me in his lap. I gripped onto the back of his shirt tighter the rougher he got with his tongue.

I moaned softly into his mouth which he took as a sign to lift up my shirt. I didn't have anything under so my chest just pressed against his.

He pulled away from me and looked me in the eyes.

I nodded shyly as he stood up and took off his pants. He leaned back over and kissed me roughly and wrapped my arms around his neck as he held me with one arm and moved me up.

He pulled down my pants with one hand and threw them to the side. I pulled at the bottom of his shirt and lifted it off. He let go of me and opened the condom before slipping it on.

I laid down and held onto his sides as he slowly entered me. It hurt. A lot. Not because I was a virgin but because the last time I had sex was like 4 years ago and it wasnt really pleasurable last time either.

He pulled me closer to him and rested his chin on my shoulder. I felt his warm hand on my back as he slowly moved. I could feel his heartbeat on my chest and I could hear his breath in my ear.

"Oscar." He looked at me and I placed my lips on his. "You can go faster."

He didn't think twice.

He held my hips with both hands and drilled into me. My eyes widened at how the pace changed so quickly.

I held onto him tightly, my nails digging into his back. I held in my moans as he continued with the same pace.

"Bianca..fuck."

He swiftly flipped me over onto my stomach and held me by my hair and hips.

"Oh my God.. Oscar wait wait.." I hald onto the sheets and buried my face into my pillow. I felt everything. He didn't slow down at all he kept going at the same fast pace.

He held onto my stomach and lifted me up. I felt like going limp.

"Bianca." He grunted before kissing my neck. His tongue was hot against my body, heightening my sensitivity.

"Please, wait." I moaned, making him slow down.

Right before he sped back up. I held onto his neck and let my head fall. I couldn't control my body anymore.

"Im gonna...fuck, wait. Please." I moaned and bit my lip as hard as I could.

He put his hand on my cheek and pressed his lips roughly into mine.

I felt him slow down as he softly grunted in my mouth.

He laid me down on my back and laid on top of me. I held onto his back and caught my breath.

"You ok Bianca?" He breathed.

I nodded and held him tighter.

"I can't feel my legs." He laughed at me, making me hit him the back. "Dont laugh. I wasn't expecting that.." he kissed my neck before rolling off of me and getting up.

"Last time I came this much I lost my virginity." He laughed at himself before getting up and walking off into the bathroom.

I froze of embarrassment. I was definitely more embarrassed about what he said than he was.

He came back and carried me to the shower over his shoulder.

"That was unnecessary." He smiled at me and held me up.

"You really can't feel your legs huh." I glared at him and he laughed.

I leaned into him let the water hit my chest.

"Whatd you have to stay over for?" I felt him washing my back but he didn't answer me. "Oscar." I turned and looked at him.

"Just to make sure they didn't come back."

"They?" He tried to avoid the question by washing the rest of my front side. I grabbed the wash cloth and looked at him. "I can wash myself. What do you mean they."

He sighed and stepped out of the shower.

"I'll tell you after you get some sleep ok?" He closed the bathroom door and let me finish washing myself.

Fucking baldy fucked me as a distraction.