Hadiyah Mae Johnson
|diyah| |tooty|
📍miami
"you telling me it takes you to see me talking to a girl for you to just pop up and talk to me" briana said sitting down in the lobby "like i really don't understand you"
"listen-"
"no i'm done listening to everybody man, why can't anybody ever listen to what i gotta say, like fr tooty you couldn't shoot a text saying you was ok i was scared as fuck tryna figure that out" she said
"i just needed time to myself, from everybody, it's nun personal to you it's just-"
"ok but you can't leave like that unannounced and people worried sick as fu-"
"ok well shit, screw me for wanting time to myself for once all i ever do is care for other people and it's all the time, not once did i ever do something for me, i've been through enough bri i don't need this right now"
"we all been through enough tooty, but i need you to understand when i say i was worried sick"
"i understand but i don't think you understand me when i say that i wanted to be alone and do me for once briana" i said then getting up to go but she grabbed me which made me face her
"why don't you ever wanna sit and talk to me you know i'm here to listen" she said with a cracked voice and i sighed
"i know bri but everytime i try to talk it never works out so i distance myself"
"aint nun wrong with that but it would've been better if you just let me know" she said and i nodded
"ok i hear you" i said just so i can end this conversation "you done" i asked
she nodded and sat down
"what happened" she asked
"not now briana" i said sighing
"you had some days to yourself don't tell me not now i wanna know how you been feeling, how this gon work when we married one day" she said and i smiled at the thought of us being married
"it wasn't nun serious now that i think about it, i just been missing my brother and then i had to get away from boss and then having that on my mind with everything else was killin me so i had to take a break" i said shrugging myself
"missing your brother is sum serious. cuz that hurt never gonna go away for real i don't know how it feels but seeing you hurting because of it makes me feel it a lil and shit not gon lie i think you needed that break. i seen you falling apart lil by lil and i don't like pushing you so i was waiting on you to talk to me but i realized i should've asked before you disappeared" she said smiling
"oh shit does my mom know, i didn't even think-"
"calm down im pretty sure she doesn't know i made sure nobody asked her where you was cuz i already know ma gon start going crazy about you" she said and i laughed
"but i love you okay, i'm always here for you i know it's hard for you to open up but i'll help you along the way okay" she said
"i love you too mama and yea i'll try for you" i said smiling then leaning in for a kiss "don't think i forgot what ya ass was doin talkin to ole girl"
"girlll you do to much, i just met her ion know her ass" she said and i nodded
"why you here then" i asked confused
"my dad bae it's a long ass story i'll tell you on the plane or something because your definitely coming home with me"
"i missed you baby" she said and i start to feel bad i don't even know how she did it shi i would've offed myself already
"i missed you too. you don't know how many times i wanted to answer" i said and she sucked her teeth
"shut up cuz if you really wanted to you wouldve"
"you right" and as soon as i said that she slapped me "i was playing damn"
"good" she said smiling then kissing me all over my face
"let me text my dad where i'm at and we can spend the day together okay" she said pausing "well only if you want, if you want more space i'll give it"
"no no it's fine i want to" i said and watch her smile
god i missed that smile
