(continuation from last chapter)
Briana Queen Smith
|bri| |bribri|
"hadiyah let's get in your bed tho" i said trying to get her from the couch, she was there crying since we got here. even though it's only been 10 minutes i don't wanna leave her there. she ended up giving in and got up walking to the room.
"it's okay hadiyah, don't let weak bitches like her get to you and i'm glad you did what you did cuz i really didn't wanna do it to her, it would've been like a bad first impression" i said sighing "you'll be okay"
"it's not even about me thought i'm stuck on how daijah feels" she said wiping her tears
"i honestly never knew daijah didn't know, i always thought she did" i said
"she was like 3 when my brother died, so like my mom never bothered telling her about it cuz she thought she barely knew him and was to young to even understand. so we ended up keeping it that way"
"i feel like you should go talk to her, don't leave off with her confused and hurt" i said rubbing on her thigh
"yeah that's what ima do" she pulled out her phone and facetimed somebody
"ma everybody still there" i asked
"nah only aunt neena and gerald, i had to get everybody up outta here cuz i was ready to beat her tf up for doing that" her mom said "you don't do shit like that, now imagine how me and daijah relationship gonna be now"
"yeah but ima speak to her and i think you should too" hadiyah said looking down
"yeah i'm doing that after i clean so ima call you later" she said then hung up
"can you come with, just in case" she said and i nodded "and we should stay at my moms house for today, cuz like this shit is overwhelming"
i nodded again and went to the dresser and started picking out clothes but then i stopped because i realized i have clothes over there. i had on gray tights and a hoodie so i just put on my ugg's and my moncler jacket and got in the car
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Hadiyah Mae Johnson
"hi" me and briana said stepping in my moms home
"hey niece how you feeling" aunt neena said coming to give me a hug
"i'm good, i needed that anger out anyways" i said shaking
"i like you" neena said to briana and she smiled "your good for hadiyah, like for real, sometimes she gets to emotional and sometimes she gets way to angry she can kill somebody and i can tell you can balance that out for her" she said going on
"thank you, i like you also" briana said
"nah not even gonna lie tho" gerald said "you beat ha ass" he said dapping me up and i laughed
"that needed to be done right away, she was getting annoying asf" he said and i agreed
"ms kasandra did daijah change hadiyahs room yet cuz i'm sleepy" briana said
"nope but there's stuff on her bed, you can sleep in my bed" she said hugging bri
"wait what you never let me sleep on your b—"
"now hadiyah" my mom said cutting me off and i sucked my teeth but ended up smiling two seconds later
"you got something to change into" my mom asked and bri nodded "aii then you can go head"
"so since your going to sleep i'm gonna go upstairs and talk to dai" i said making my way to her room. i knocked and didn't hear no answer but i heard a sniffle. i opened the door and sat on her bed
"hey dai, i know your probably mad at me and all but like i'm sorry i didn't tell you what was going on with our brother. at the time you was just to young to understand and" i said pausing cuz i was tearing up
"i just wanted you to know that i'm sorry and i hope you underst—" i got caught off gaurd by a hug. i just decided to hug her back because that's what i needed
"i'm not mad at you at all and mom already explained everything" she said and pulled back from the hug "i just didn't know how to react and the way i reacted was wrong, i'm not hurting as bad, i just wish i knew about him. i was more mad at the fact that auntie did that in front of everybody and when you started crying it reminds me of when i was crying cuz you was in the hospital and i just was like aw damn i know she hurting"
she continued and i laughed a little. this isn't funny at all i just tend to do that when it gets to emotional
"that's why they call you tooty" she asked and i nodded "after our brother"
"yup" i said nodding
"wait so like you got a picture" she said smiling
"ah shit you gotta ask mommy for that, ion have all that. it dead hurts to evens look at a picture" i said sighing "i was really only six when we really started building a bond between us and then he died when i was so close to turning seven and we was supposed to go do stuff on my day and then they took me in when i was 12 or whatever"
"who's they" dai said and i looked at her with a duh expression "ohh that's why you work with them"
"bitch it all makes sense now" she said with a chuckle and i laughed
"i'm tired, your not tired" i said looking at her
"i am" she said laying back "you staying here"
"yup cuz i am not going back home" i said getting up and stretching "goodnight tho, i love you always remember that"
"i love you too hadiyah" i smiled and closed the door
i walked to my room and seen all the stuff on the bed. i sighed and began to move everything from the bed. i walked to my moms room and seen hadiyah laying there
"cmon mama" i said tapping on her. she looked around and got up.
"how you feeling now hadiyah" she asked sitting on my bed and looking into my face
"you good why you looking so hard" i said laughing "but nah, i feel a little bit better i need sleep"
"no funny shit so come and sleep with me" she said laying back and putting her hands out. i laid on top of her and closed my eyes
"goodnight hadiyah" she said
"goodnight baby" i said stretching to kiss her on her lips
