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- a rant

this is a kinda weird subject so beware friend 

so the thing with me is that my body has developed a lot quicker than other girls my age. so my mom ((and others)) have always told me to wear certain things or be a certain way because of the way my body has developed, but i've always covered it up because i wanted so badly to be like the other kids my age.

this still happens to me, and i know it's not that big of a deal but its so hurtful to confuse a child about their body like that, you should never speak to a child about how " developed " their body is or that their body is one that guys would be attracted to. i've had to put up with it for years and it's so fricking annoying. 

i hate those parts of my body, and i still wish i could change them so that i could feel more my age and be more happy with myself and so that people i'll stop bothering me about it. and i don't think it should've been became a subject to begin with, no child should ever have to be confused about their body and things they can't chnage like that.

sorry., im  done now 

i'm very very tired