When The Clock Strikes Twelve (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Fourteen; Establishing A Relationship

Jason's POV

I gently pushed Justin back, surprising myself as I used the action. Don't get me wrong, I'm enjoying his sweet gesture, but the hard reality of the situation is, is that he probably doesnt understand the whole idea of it.

"Did you like my kiss, Jason? We gonna be boyfriend's forever now?" Justin beamed happily, pushing Danny up and making him kiss my lips too, "You can be Danny's boyfriend too!" He exclaimed, bouncing on my lap again.

I grunted a bit, before grasping his hips and holding him steady, "Justin, stop." I sighed out, "Do you even know what boyfriend means?"

Justin nodded, "It means we'll be together forever."

"Do you know what boyfriend's do together?" I cleared my throat some, biting my bottom lip harshly as I awaited his response.

"Um," Justin smiled, "They kiss on the lips," He said, using his index finger to poke my bottom lip, "Uh, Ashton said they cuddle, and say nice things about each other." Justin giggled, his cheeks reddening, "And Luke said that they sleep together... naked." He then covered his mouth, giggling as if he had said the naughtiest word in the dictionary.

I was surprised he wasnt grossed out, yet I was annoyed at the boys for filling his innocent head with such things. I mean, I hear them joke and say stuff about us two dating, but I ignore it and take it lightly.

I looked at him and frowned, "Boyfriend's do that, yes, but... there's more to it." I sighed.

"Like what?" Justin giggled, leaning forward and into my chest as he cuddled up to me.

"Well for starters, kissing. We don't just kiss, we poke our tongues in each others mouths." I cleared my throat, "And uh, sleeping naked together? There's a lot more to that." I mumbled, "Uhm, do you know what sex is?" I asked, rubbing his hips.

Justin shook his head.

"Its where - if you're both boys - the boys penis," I bit my lip, pointing to his lap just to clear it up, "Goes in the other boy's bum hole." I tried to make that sound innocent.

Justin's eyes widen in what I first thought was shock, but I soon realize to be fear.

His eyes watered up, "No."

I gasp when I realized. His fucking piece of shit father.

"Justin, I'm sorry, I don't want to do that to you, I promise. I wont hurt you." I held him close.

"Hurts." He sniffled, his head burying itself into my neck.

"That was forced, Justin, I wont ever force that... I'm just trying to explain that boyfriend's do have uh.. sex with each other, but what your dad did, that's called rape." I say softly, holding his smaller frame in my arms.

"Does sex hurt?" Justin sniffled, gripping onto my jumper.

"No, at first it hurts a little but it feels great after." I kissed his cheek.

"Will you make me do it?" Justin looked up at me with wide, worried eyes.

I shook my head immediately,  "No way. I would never force you, Justin." I sighed, feeling the guilt of even bringing sex up, "I just want you to understand boyfriend's have a very deep relationship. They care about each other and you can only have one boyfriend at a time." I mumbled, wanting Justin to know of loyalty.

Something Niall had the lack of. Irish aren't as innocent as people assume, nope.

"Can we wait for sex?" Justin wiped his eyes.