Uɳϝσʅԃҽԃ Tԋҽ Bʅιɳԃ Lσʋҽ|Mitsuri Kanroji × Fem!Reader|

Chapter 13:Ꞩꝋɍɍꝋⱳӻᵾł? Ꝋɍ Ⱦħē Ꞥēꞡⱥⱦīꝟē Ƀēħⱥꝟēꞩ

"JUST FOR YOUR SAKE Y/N LEAVE ME ALONE! GO AND LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH HARU! GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY ON YOUR OWN!" She shouted, her eyes started to shed even more tears. "What in the lord's of a serpent you're talking about? Why would I be in a relationship with him?" Y/n was in major confusion for Mitsuri. "B-but---I saw him confess to you! Don't act like you don't know anything!"
Y/n blinked a few times to understood what she have meant.

"Mitsuri, I don't feel the same way for him. He was only practicing on me."

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"Hoy! Y/n!" Haru waved with a smile who played on his lips, "Yes, Mask boy?"
"Look, I have feelings for this one guy. And---Can you help me prepare myself? And prepare me if I ever got rejected by him? It'll mean alot though!"
"I'll see later tonight, but now I have a morning scroll with Mitsuri actually." Y/n was thinking about it.
"Whenever you're free, Y/n." He reminded her, "it's not a hurry even." He added.
"Then it's settled."

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"I don't be-believe you.." Mitsuri didn't believe anything Y/n said. "Why not?" Y/n questioned Mitsuri.
"It's unbelievable! He won't practice on you! Who knows he could actually have feelings for you! A-and he just said that he was practicing on you!" Mitsuri said. "Haru? He never had feelings for any female in forever. I remember when he haded a crush on the Water pillar." Y/n chuckled.
"I don't trust your words."

"You already said you "don't" many times Mitsuri."
"WHY?! WHY IS THIS NECESSERY TO YOU AFTER A SUDDEN EVENT?!" The scream Mitsuri gave was in pain, she was clearly having enough. "Look, I want to remember all the things you're gonna say right now. And mostly help you fix it. Lately, you've been acting so unsual around me and Haru. Now, he just "confessed" his "feelings" for me, you ran away crying actual tears. It made me worry, I can't bear to see you cry." Y/n slowly knocked on her door, thinking by now Mitsuri will let her in. But Mitsuri still did not let her in.

Mitsuri can't respond to that. How come Y/n doesn't know it? Wasn't it acting obvious that she has feelings for her? Is Y/n still blindfolded and same goes for her love for a some one? Why is everything blindfolded and, Mitsuri. She's the only one who isn't blindfolded right now. How can Mitsuri unfolded the blind love Y/n is holding in her heart right now. What will happen when she said it?

Many questions surrounded Mitsuri's head. So many random voices just asking her. She was overthinking.
Mitsuri started to breathe shakily, what's gonna be her answer to Y/n's question. Will she just say that she earned feelings? But what if Y/n did not felt that same way? What'll happen? It's a mess right now. Can Mitsuri and Y/n able to clean it up.

For the longest time, Mitsuri never disliked any one. Why would she dislike some one even? So on when Y/n came in to her life, Mitsuri started to finally fall in love with some one. Y/n was the one. Mitsuri knew it was the home of her heart. Everything flewed so fast in that moment. All the promises, stars being so bright, feeling so numb, colors just being bright like the stars.

Hearing two stories from Y/n was the best but both are sad. A betrayal of a Friend and a loss of an Older Sister. It was sad hearing a past with serious moments. You can't react to it, all you can do was understand the pain they went through that day. Mitsuri. She saved Y/n on that one mission they haded together, she was scared and she was sweating. Mitsuri could've lost Y/n there. Y/n is like snow towards Mitsuri some times. She's Beautiful But Cold.

Asking many advises on a few very close friends. Iguro, Yoon and Kocho. If it weren't for them helping a little bit, Mitsuri could've never gone this far. Haru he used to be Mitsuri's enemy. But unexpected always goes to the wrong timing in life. Did Mitsuri loved Y/n too much very soon?
On the arguement, the words changed. I Love You! Suddenly became I Hate You! Anger was all over Mitsuri's mind. She can never control it. Even when she wanted to control it. Now this is all what those events resulted to.

It was never a good or bad result. Just a result. Mitsuri always knew it hurted falling in love with some one that will never be her's or never felted the same way. She's the Love pillar. How come she's the one who doesn't have a Lover? Haru. Mitsuri believed he was the lucky person to swep off Y/n out from her feet. Did she believed a stupid lie before even gathering up the evidence?

Sometimes, it hurts falling in love with some one when you already know they can't be yours. That's what Mitsuri beliefs. She wanted to change around Haru. Does Mitsuri always need or have to remind Y/n that she was trying to change? Even when she knew she couldn't. Crying won't change anything here, Mitsuri knows that.
Her chest hurts from holding back the whimpering, her eyes are hurting from the tears, she wants to realease more tears but her eyes can't.

Mitsuri sighed, Y/n was still waiting for her responds on the certain question. Can she forgive her ownself right now? All of the hating, misunderstandings she made. Can she forgive those? All of it are playfully repeating in her mind. It was like a reminder. Voices Mitsuri heard. Laughter, Teasing and Hurtful words the voices spoke out from its mouths. The heart was made out of glass, it's shattered on the ground. It's not gonna be easy fixing it up. Get a dustpan and a broom to clean it and restart making the heart all over again.

It's like the both of you and your loved one dying. And their words just simply say "Well on the bright side, we're able to see our own lives flash within our eyes. What I mean is that, I get to fall in love with you. All over again." As tears sheded from their eyes. Mitsuri, she wanted a happily ever after with Y/n. All she wanted. Was the dreams crushed? Hopes simply went away from her? Mitsuri, may have said she wants to be alone deep inside she wants some one to comfort her, instead of always the pillows doing it.

"..." can an off topic answer may make Y/n understood everything? And to be unfolded with the blind? Maybe. "I just need to tell you that. I hope you find everything you're looking for." Mitsuri muffled out her respond. Y/n raised a brow on her answer. It made her concern about it, off topic answers sometimes does do the trick, but maybe not this time? "What do you mean?"

Taking a deep breathe before even letting out a single word that has been kepted inside of her for so long hurts. "Y/n, the thing is...I'm in love with you. No kidding. This is my only reason why I hated Haru. It's fine if you don't feel the same way as I did. Whatever you're happier on." Mitsuri confessed it. She felt embarrassed a bit. All of that destruction because of this? How unexpected. Y/n eyes widen on her words, a gasp went out from her mouth.

"Mitsuri...I..."

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If I told you this was only gonna hurt
If I warned you that the fire's gonna burn
Would you walk in?
Would you let me do it first?
Do it all in the name of love

Would you let me lead you even when you're blind?
In the darkness, in the middle of the night
In the silence, when there's no one by your side
Would you call in the name of love?

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