Aris Jones : "I love you "

Hello finnally new update

Y/n POV :
I was in newts hut he was cuddling up to me I'm really happy he is like a brother figure to me i roll over to talk to him
(Newt-n y/n-Yn)
N:I'm really sorry about what happen I know you like him
He said rubbing my arm
yn: I didn't "like" him I loved him ?
N : how do you know what love is we have been in a maze for years how do you just 'know'
Yn: well it's like love at first sight you trust that person more than anyone  and when you kiss them you feel the amazing butterflies in your stomach if you get lucky enough to kiss them it's like fireworks whenever your together '
I say  thinking about Aris
N: then can I try something ?
He asked getting clothes to my face I find my self leaning in as well then we kiss it was different I don't feel anything I felt like I was kissing my brother

Newts POV:
N:then can I try somthing ?
I ask leaning in looking at her lips she just leans in closer then we finally do it we kiss it didn't feel how I wanted it to feel I felt like I was kissing my sister I know this is what I wanted but it's not what I want anymore she pulls away
Yn:see no fireworks
N: I'm so sorry I thort I liked you
I told her looking down
Yn: newt I'm not bothers you liek my brother I just needed to know your not the one Aris is and I need tot talk to him good night "
She said getting up she kissed my head and got up and with that she left

Aris POV:
I feel so bad for what I did she flinched she want sceared of me was she ?  No she is one of the bravest girls I know I cannot sleep it's are bed she is supposed to be here with me I know she is in newts room right now there probably together I hear tent zip open and I turn my head I look up and see her she had tears in her eyes I got up as fast as I can and sniff my tears up I look at her ready to beg for forgiveness
"I'm sorry " is all I can muster she dosnt say anything she just walks over and wraps her arms around my waist I wrap mine around her shoulders
"Did anything happen between you and newt ? " I ask a few tears slip I don't wanna know the anwser but I hafto she leads me over to the bead and straddles my legs not in a sexual way just in a comfy cute way she wraps her armed around my tourso and I wrap mine around her back she looks up from my chest and starts
" we Um- uh kissed " a pang of pain hit my chest my grip on her tightens on her she looks back up
" but I didn't feel anything itwas like  kissing my brother "
She continued to whisper keeping the calm environment the only light from the moon draping thew the poorly built tent I pick up her chin and kissed her not with lust not with a sex motive but with passion I didn't and don't want to lose her I lay down with her still on me and that's how we fell Asleep both tear stain eyes and puffy cheeks " I love you " I whisper just as she is nodding off
"I love you to so much "
She replied I was so happy I pulled the cover over us and went to bed
Y/n POV of the night :
I walked back up to are tent I see the small zip and I feel the tears burn my eyes I let a few slip I open the zip and climb in I see him just form the bed and hear his sniff up his tears
"I'm sorry " is all I hear I walk over and hug him I feel him hug back then I herd "did anything happen between you abs newt ? " I don't want to lie but I don't want to tell him Esther but he will find out at some point I walk him over to see bed and I straddle his lap not in a dirty way I just need to be with him and he is comfy I put my head in his neck a resume the hug and I whisper " we I'm-uh kissed " I stutter out starting to cry more I feel him tense I feel so bad
" but it ment nothing I felt like I was kissing my brother " he relaxed a small bit
He lifts my chin and kissed me with so much passion I loved him I obviously kissed back but before it started it was over he layed  down with me still on him  " I love you "  is what I hear just before I sleep " I love you to so so much " I then fell asleep we will continue this conversation tomorrow but I hope I don't lose him over some stupid desition of kissing newt it really ment nothing I hope he understands that I cannot lose him I just can't not now not after everything we've been threw I love him .

Newts POV :
I was upset about not feeling the fireworks but I'll find someone I know I will I will be happy at some point I still
Have my best friends and I have a sitter my sister y/n I don't know if I have any real family but I feel like I do after the small thinking I went to bed

Minho's POV :
I'm happy they got y/n and Sonya because those to are smart I know y/n and Thomas are siblings I red it when I was going threw files and I now know that Sonya and newt are related I know y/n and Thomas as a team can break the system I just hope they got out ok and east killed my gards those cards are motherfu-

SO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REASS THIS IS INE OF 3 I will be posting a lot today cos I have been busy sorry Xoxox