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29.

Ja Yoo's P.O.V

The same day...

I saw Chan giving me a signal that we're leaving. "I see Seungmin is there." - Han Jin said.

"Hm. Blame Chan. He's not getting any of this because he decides to invite Seungmin and Chaeyoung." - I said, frowning. Han Jin giggles.

"Alright, you gotta go now. I'll see you tomorrow okay." - she said. I pout.

"I don't wanna go with Chan." - I said, hugging her arm.

"Babe, we made a promise, didn't we? So, you gotta go." - Han Jin said. I sigh.

"Alright. I'll see you tomorrow. I love you." - I said, giving her a pout.

"I love you too." - Han Jin said and give me a kiss on my lips. Ah, I miss that lips so much. I walk away, feeling sad. We left the restaurant and it really felt like a breakup. Nuu... I miss my baby already.

•••

I sighed, hugging Chan's pillow. We got home early because I literally had no mood to do anything. First, because of Seungmin and Chaeyoung. And then Chan being an ass by inviting them to join us for lunch. Third, I miss my lady. I wonder what she's doing.

I've showered. Alone. Well, Mr Bang tried to join in but I say no and lock the door. I'm using his hoodie and just that. I mean with undergarments, of course. "Eheiiiii... what's with that stinky face?" - Chan asked.

"Figure it out yourself." - I said, rolling my eyes. Chan got on the bed, lying down next to me.

"Are you seriously still so mad with them?"

I frowned. "No I'm so fucking happy that they betrayed me. Wow!" - i said sarcastically. Chan just hums. Urgh, so annoying.

"I'm not in a mood for anything." - i sad, turning my back to him.

"Eheiii! You promised a rough night!" - Chan said as he moves closer to me. He made me sit up, to face him. I frown.

"Whatever you did, really just turn me off." - I said, crossing my arms.

"Alright. I'm sorry. I didn't know you're still mad at them. What can I do to turn you on?" - Chan asked.

"You, sleeping outside." - i said.

"Babe... alright. Come on, bring it in." - he said, then pulling me into a tight hug. I tried pushing him away but he hush me down. I end up resting my head on his chest, frowning. Chan plays with my hair, slowly. He rubs my back softly too. Trying to comfort me.

He starts humming softly, moving our body from left to right slowly. He knows me the best. I remember how he cools me down when we fought back in the day. Besides ripping my friend down there, he's also a softie. I smile alone, enjoying his embrace. I hug him back.

Ah, the hug that I always miss back in the day. The hug i want everyday. The warmth he always gives me. I just love his hug. Now I know why I was so in love with him. Besides the workout we do, he is also a very loving boyfriend. He have his charms and ways to attract me.

"Are we feeling better, baby?" - he asked. I hum. Chan gives me a kiss on the side of my head and continue hugging me. We stayed that way for a good 30 minutes or even more. I love it alright.

•••

Mr Bang Chan made dinner for us. I told him to just order but he wants to cook. So the babe made kimchi fried rice, haemuljeon and ramen that he adds beef to it. Simple but made with lots of love. I did help him out a little. He didn't let me help at all actually but I'm bored by just watching him do all the work.

We had a simple nice dinner, while watching the tv. We sit on the floor, and the goods all on the coffee table. We watch Vicenzo, continuing where we left of in Jeju.

After we're done, we sit in the living room, still watching the drama. Bang Chan rest his head on my thigh, while watching. I play with his hair for a little while. We were so focused on the drama that we didn't realise the time.

"Hm. It's 10 pm." - Chan said.

"Hm." - i hum. He sits up, moving close to me. I raise my eyebrows.

"What?" - i asked. He pursed his lips forward and winked.

"Can we at least watch this episode till it's finished?" - i asked. He pouts. I laugh, moving my focus back to the tv. Chan moves away, only to hold my hand.

"Shall we go through memory lane?" - he asked. I keep quiet, distracted by Vicenzo.

"Remember how we got caught by your parents while making love in your room?" - he asked. I turn my head to him, frowning.

"Babe, can you shut it? I'm trying to focus." - i said, and turn my head back to the tv. I heard him chuckling.

"And then, we didn't care because we were so close. So we just continue." - Chan said. I ignore him, still.

"And then, we got scolded but, we still make love even when your parents were downstairs." - he continued. He rest his head on my shoulder, and give the back of my hand a kiss.

"Ah it was heaven when they were out of the country. Because we get extra horny. Even when your unnie knew what we were doing, she just told us to be protected." - he said again.

"And the last time we made love was the night before I introduced you to Seungmin. Where my days gets dull and shattered."

"Even the girl i 'dated' just to make you jealous, I didn't touch her. I just want you and no one."

I turn my head, looking at him. He sits up, looking in my eyes. Chan brings his right hand up to my face. "My first love." - he said softly, with a smile.

"That i lost..." - he added, as his smile fades away.

"I really wish I could turn back time. I should've made you pregnant and I think, we'll be happily married now." - he said again and sighs.

"My first love is living so well without me-"

"Babe... can we not go to that?" - I said. I saw his tears runs down. I can't help but feel guilty all over again. I wipe his tears with my thumb.

"I'm sorry, babe. We didn't really had a real closure. I'm sorry for betraying you. I can't believe i left my first love too. I am just stupid." - i said, looking down. My tears starts building in my eyes. I felt a kiss on my head. I look up and Chan gives me a smile.

"As long as you're happy, my love." - he said, wiping my tears with his thumbs. He suddenly lets out a small laugh.

"I didn't mean to make us cry. I was literally so hard but now I'm crying." - he said. I laugh along. I wipe my tears.

"Well, come on then." - I said as I got up. I grab his arm and pull him to his room.

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Well yes, next chapter is a smut hehe! I must say, I've not written the smut yet but I've written the other chapters! I'm also sorry for not updating! I went out with my family, busy with stuff and a lot of things to do.

So sorry to keep you guys waiting! But I hope you enjoy this chapter! And thank you for the 2K+ reads! It means a lot to me ❤️🥰

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