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53.

Ja Yoo's P.O.V

The same night... again...

After our supper, hours spent at Pizza Hut, we finally left and went back home. It's literally 2 am in the morning, and I am not even sleepy. I just want to talk to Jungkook. We're currently in his living room. I went back home for awhile to take a shower and also bring an extra outfit for tomorrow.

We're eating chips, while watching a movie. "Oh what was Han Jin busy with? You said you wanted to tell me." - Jungkook said. I chuckle.

"Well she wanted to have sex with a man before we get married. So, tonight is the night, she'll feel a dick inside her. For the first time." - I said.

"Oh woowww. Whose the man?"

"Chan."

"Bang Chan?" - Jungkook asked, shocked. I nod.

"But like... that's your ex... and your future wife having sex..." - Jungkook said. I nod.

"Yupp. It's weird to think of it but also, it's just sex and experience." - I said.

"And you're allow that?"

"Yeah. I suggested the man."

"That's interesting. And that's her first ever dick, right?" - Jungkook asked. I nod while munching on the chips.

"Does she know how to... suck?"

"Well, the only thing she sucked was my whole body and dildos. Never a real one." - I said, straightforward.

"Wow.."

"So, I showed her."

"Showed her what??"

"How to suck."

"What???"

"Yeah.. I did it to Chan, and had a night stay with him." - I said honestly.

"What?" - Jungkook asked, with a straight face.

"You..."

"You showed Han Jin how to suck, using Chan and had sex with him?" - Jungkook asked. I nod.

"That's basically it. But Han Jin didn't see how we really do it. She just watch how I suck and she left."

Then Jungkook got silent. I look at him, raising my eyebrows. "What's wrong?" - i asked. He suddenly put the chip down and got up, walking to the kitchen. Okay... I got up and went to the kitchen. He's literally just having his head low, and hands on the counter.

"Is there something wrong?" - i asked. He look at me with a frown.

"I am in no place to be jealous but I am jealous." - he said.

"Jealous of what??"

"Bang Chan! He gets everything from you, love, time, past, kisses, hugs, sex! And me??" - he shouted angrily.

"I don't get why am I hanging out with you even though I am so hurt! My heart is broken! Knowing we are nothing but just... fuck I don't even know what are we!"

"And you're getting married for god sake! I'm here, still hoping even though i have less than 1% chance."

I walk to him, pulling him into a hug. He push me away, and distance himself from me. "You have more chance than Chan, Jungkook." - i said. He looks up and scoffed.

"You're only saying that to make me feel okay."

"I am serious." - i said.

"Truthfully, I have to admit. I actually do have feelings for you. And I want to love you." - I said, walking to him. I cup his face with both my hands.

"Jungkook, with Chan, is just sex. And the latest one, is also the last. But my heart, is towards you, and Han Jin." - i said, caressing his cheeks with my thumbs.

"Yes, if anything happens, I'll go to you. Because, Jungkook." - i said and paused. I sigh.

"I like you." - I said, and kissed his lips. I pull away, sighing,

"I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean to. I am hurt that I can't be with you."

"Now, if you ask me what is Bang Chan to me, I'd say, he's an ex that I loved. But will never go back to. I love him, always but not like before."

"Yeah, we kiss, hug and also had sex. But it's just that. Not much emotion is attached." - i explained myself.

He sighed. "I still have 0 chances, Ja Yoo. You've tied a knot with Han Jin. Next, marriage." - he said.

I look at him, hugging his arm lightly. "Babe, I did say we'll spend more time. And we can stay this way, even after the wedding." - i said. Jungkook just sighed and walk away. I chase after him, pulling his arm.

He stopped walking and turn, looking at me. "We can stop this if you want. If this hurts you too much." - i said. I let his hand go. He moves closer to me, pulling me into a hug. I hug him tightly, resting my head on his chest.

"I'm gonna be an idiot to love a lady that is getting married, but I wanna enjoy this, while it last." - he said. He made me look at him.

"And I'm sorry for the sudden anger." - he said and kissed my forehead.

"Come on, let's go to sleep." - he said. He broke the hug, pulling my hand and went to his room. We immediately cuddled up. I rest my head on his chest, hearing his fast heartbeats while he's caressing my arm. I bit my lower lips, smirking on my own.

I look up, moving closer to his neck, giving him wet kisses. I move up a little, and got to bite his neck softly. He groaned by the sudden bite. I giggle. He look down, to face me. He kiss my lips and push me down to his bed. The kiss got so hot and passionate real quick.

Suddenly Jungkook pulls away, wanting to say a word.

I cut him, pulling him into a kiss. Yes the fuck we are.

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