chapter one: struggling

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Hello there, missed me?! we're starting a new story! how exiting, right!? many of you know me; i'm alale (ala), i write ENŞAH stories blah blah blah....! you can also find my two previous stories right here on my profile!

now before we start i'll give you a heads up about this story, just a general idea:

this story is AU! you can say its timeline is before the pilot of the series. so the events in the series didn't happened...yet. and şahika is a newly graduate, trying to have it all!

also this story is rated MATURE ⚠️ , just so you know.

anyway, let's start. ENJOY!❤️

Şahika ekinci struggled as she tried to maneuver the grocery bags in one arm with opening the door with the other. The unpleasant stench of old Chinese food and alcohol hit her nostrils as she entered her small studio apartment, and she sighed when she spotted the leftover containers and an empty wine bottle strewn about the counter.

After plopping the heavy bags down on a clean part of the countertop, Şahika began methodically putting the groceries away. Milk, eggs, cereal, chicken...she was interrupted in her unpacking by a warm, soft body brushing against her bare leg. Chuckling, she bent down and picked up a gray, long haired, cute Persian cat.

"Hello, simba" Şahika said fondly, scratching the cat behind his ears.

She had gotten simba couple months ago, after graduating from university to be exact. Turns out leaving her dorm and living alone can be quite lonely. After seeing the small kitten at a shelter near by the bar she worked, Şahika's heart melted and she adopted the creature quickly, aptly naming him after the Disney character. Since then, it had only been the two of them.

"Seems like I can't catch a break!" Şahika sighed, gesturing to the dirty counter. simba purred in response. "I know I said I'll clean them after I return but it's past midnight and I'm exhausted."

Şahika reached into a bag and pulled out a can, chuckling when simba's nose twitched. "Yes, this is for you boy."

She gently placed the cat on the ground, and made quick work of feeding him. As the creature was eating, the brunette finished putting the groceries away and grabbed her laptop before sitting down at the kitchen table. Glancing at the clock, she surmised she still had a bit of time to kill before going to bed.

Şahika booted her laptop up, impatiently drumming her fingers against the wood surface of the table. When it finally loaded, she navigated her way to the website quickly and simply stared at the home screen. She blew out a deep breath, internally conflicted about what she was about to do.

Simba leapt into her lap and licked her chops. The young woman's hand fell to the cat's head and started stroking the soft fur.

"What do you think, boy?" Şahika asked as her brown eyes scanned the website's home page. She had heard about the semi-reputable site from an intoxicated woman who had sought her comfort at the bar Şahika currently worked at.

"Should I do it? My integrity is at stake here..." She pinched the bridge of his nose. "But I really need the extra pay. Without the managing job I'd hoped for, it's pretty hard to make ends meet. Being a waitress by day and bartender at night isn't exactly bringing in the cash. Besides, I'm not planning on fucking myself for anybody, so it's not really prostitution, is it?"

simba licked his paw. Şahika chuckled.

"I'm glad I have you to listen to my rambling all the time," she teased.

Then, taking a deep breath, she clicked the button that flashed "Become a Webcam Girl!".

She entered all the necessary information, but paused when it gave her an option to choose which genders she'd like to service. Shrugging, she clicked on 'all'.

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