Each day you have to make a decision. Will you give up Give in Or give it all you got?
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I've been awake for maybe two or three hours. I don't really know. Time is so painful right now. How can I even sleep knowing in a few hours I will be burying my grandmother. Michael sleeps so peacefully on my chest again. Holding me so close. He's so adorable I swear. I brush his curls out his face just admiring his beauty. He snuggles closer to me. I can't help but smile. I wish we could stay like this. Cuddle close together and naked.
"Mm. Maya." He mumbles in his sleep.
Awe is he dreaming about me again? Cuteness overload. I wonder what he's dreaming about with me? I can't believe he's falling in love with me. I never thought something like this could happen to me. Never thought I would even be Michael Jackson's best friend. I don't see him as the superstar. Well, a little. I still see him as the human being that he is. But, superstar Michael Jackson still comes with the package. I'm ready for whatever comes our way. I really do want this with him.
"There's something safe about being in your arms." He says smiling.
My eyes grow wide. Is he awake? He moves his body up and kisses me on the cheek before burying his face into my neck. He grabs my hand that's behind him and places it back in his hair. He intertwines his hand with my free hand. He turns his head and kisses my hand. Here come the butterflies.
"How much time do we have before we have to get ready?" He asks with his eyes still closed.
I turn my head and look at the alarm clock on my nightstand. The clock reads 6:48 am. The service is at 11:00 am.
"About two hours or so," I say turning my attention back to him.
"Mm." He hums. "Can we stay like this till its time?"
"Sure, I don't mind holding you. This is pretty comfortable anyway."
"Don't worry I'm gonna hold you all night." He says and kisses my neck. "Or if you want more. I can give you more. Whatever you want."
"All I want is you. All I need is you."
He pulls away and looks me in the eyes.
"You're mine, Maya." He says before kissing me gently.
I don't care that we both just woke up. He's intoxicating. I'm your's Michael. But, are you mine?
"I'm yours, Maya." He says pulling me back in.
Did I ask that out loud?
"Forever. I need you forever." He whispers.
"I'm here." I whisper against his lips. "I'm here forever. Only for you, Michael."
He presses his lips against mine and sighs out. Thank you, Michael. You're it for me. I'll never want anyone else. You are what my heart has been waiting for. You got me forever. I reach down grasping his morning wood. He breathes out as he pulls away.
