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Time has become a blur, and I can't remember how long I've been awake, intertwined with Maya. I'm not sure how it happened, but as I laid my head on her chest, a wave of serenity washed over me, and I knew I was exactly where I needed to be. I love being so close to her. A wave of euphoria washed over me, as a wide smile spread across my face, and my heart danced in an exuberant rhythm. It fills me with an indescribable fear, yet I cannot bear to be apart from her. It's as if I am hooked on her, unable to break free. There's an inexplicable allure to her. Her mere presence, the essence that surrounds her, captivates me. The sound of her voice, like a sweet melody, echoes in my ears. Her smile, radiant and infectious, lights up the room. Her eyes, like deep pools of mystery, draw me in. And oh, the way she feels, her touch sends shivers down my spine. It's the way she makes me feel, alive and vibrant. I yearn to continue basking in this sensation, no matter how overwhelming the fear may be.
She gently runs her fingers through my curls, sending a shiver down my spine. She's awake now. I've longed for her beautiful face and melodic voice. Even though we've been close like this all night, I can't help but worry that she might be like Diana. The fear lingers in my heart and mind. But deep down, I know she won't hurt me like Diana did. Or will she? I can't entertain such thoughts about Maya. She's been through so much, and she's incredibly kind and sweet. It's hard to imagine her capable of such harm. But does she feel the same way about me?
I snuggle closer to her. I never want her to let me go. It's been so long since I slept this well. Felt so relaxed and at peace. I didn't have any nightmares. It was a nightmare of Diana torturing me like she has done throughout the years. She's messed up my concept of love. I don't know what it's supposed to look like or feel like. Something feels so right with Maya, and that scares me. Should I even take the chance? Embrace my feelings and tell her how I feel. What's the worst that can happen? She rejects me. Or worse, it hurts me.
"I need you, Maya. Please never leave me."
I didn't mean to say that out loud. That was supposed to be in my head. Did I say that out loud? What is wrong with me? Damn it, Maya. What have you done to me?
"Michael." She whispers.
I lay there quietly as my face heats up.
"I promise you, Michael. You and I are forever. No matter what happens. I got you. No matter where you are. I'm always going to be here for you." She whispers. "Grandma, you were right as always." She says.
Awe Maya. I promise you the same. Why is she crying? Is she hurting?
"Maya, what's wrong?" I ask as I try to move.
"No, stay please." She says, sniffling. "I don't want you to see me like this."
I hold tighter to her.
"I wish I could take away all your pain."
I wish on the brightest star. I pray that I can take it all away, Maya. I'm always here. I'm addicted to you.
