I Won't Take Him Away | a TeruYama story

Tired

"Tsukki! Are you going somewhere?" Asked Yamaguchi Tadashi. Tsukkishima Kei looked over his shoulder to glance at his friend.

"Mm, i'm going to meet up with Kuroo. He also brought Kenma, so you can come"
Answered Tsukkishima. 3rd Year Tsukkishima and Yamaguchi, 2nd year college Kuroo Tetsuro and 1st year college Kozume Kenma. They started dating after Kuroo went to college.
Yamaguchi frowned at the tall blonde boy and shook his head.

"I don't really feel like going somewhere far. You can go" replied Yamaguchi. Tsukkishima nodded and walked out of the house with him.

"I'll go now" said Tsukkishima.

Yamaguchi waved at him and Tsukkishima walked away without a word. Yamaguchi had always hated the feeling of being left out. And it has been like that for years now. Though Tsukkishima has always been cold to him, he has never been colder. But he was like that because he was hanging out with Kuroo more. They both were gay but Yamaguchi knew that Tsukkishima never felt anything for him. Yamaguchi has always been denying his feelings for Tsukkishima, he was scared it could ruin his and Kuroo's relationship. But it always becomes worse every time Tsukkishima would visit the tall black haired man.
He had always felt Jealous, Mad, Frustrated. But he tried to push it away all for the sake of someone who's slowly forgetting him.

Yamaguchi arrived at his house, he didn't say anything because no one was there. It would be strange for most people because someone is saying something when no one's there. Wait. It was also like that with Tsukkishima. He always talks whenever he' beside him, but Tsukkishima acted like he wasn't there at all. He's always wearing his stupid headphones listening to stupid songs or whatever he was listening too.

He dropped his bag on the floor and his body on his bed. He stared at the blank ceiling until tears started flowing out of his eyes.

I'm so lame, thought Yamaguchi.

Every now and then its always him by himself. No one to talk to, no one who would care. He didn't tell anyone about his feelings and problems about Tsukkishima. His whole team knows about Tsukkishima's relationship with Kuroo and they're okay with it except Yamaguchi. He didn't want to say anything bad about Tsukkishima because he didn't want them to have a negative view of him.

He looked at his hand that was hanging and shook it.

"I'm tired" he said out loud, and tears continued to flow out of his eyes.