This Love Is Forbidden (AU Harry Styles fan fiction) Complete

Chapter 10

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"Harry what's going on" I stuttered out as I turned to Harry, he was on the floor, his face held in his hands, his knees buckling causing his elbow to make contact with the floor, "I thought Louis was dead" I whispered

"he was!" Harry shouted "he was suppose to be!" I leaned down, taking a seat on the floor in front of the emotional boy, taking his hands away from his face and holding them in mine "he's suppose to be gone" he whispered the light tears falling onto the skin of my exposed leg.

"What do you mean Harry?" I questioned lifting his chin so his eyes were at level with mine "what's going on?" I looked over to Louis who stood with his arms crossed. I took time to really look him over, he looked similar to Harry, with his tattoo's and piercings, but he had shaggy light brown hair, and piercing blue eyes instead of electric green.

"He faked it Maggie!" Harry screeched "he faked everything!" he yelled grabbing the bottle that was next to him and taking another swig from it, "he left, he hid, he pretended that he was dead" he whispered holding onto me for support, I looked over at the other boy who was looking down at his feet.

"How could you do that?" I questioned tears coming to my own eyes

"you don't understand, I had to it wasn't a choice, and I couldn't tell him, I wanted to" he said fiddling with the ring that was held on his hand "I wanted to so bad" he whispered

"you are a liar! You came now, why not two years ago, why not when I was about to kill myself from all the pain that I suffered because of you!" his words pulled at my heart, the pain was evident in his voice, the hurt the confusion and in his drunken state he wasn't sure of the actions he was putting forth.

"y-you tried to kill yourself" Louis stuttered from the doorway, I felt Harry's head nod slowly on my shoulder

"more than once" he said coldly standing up and pushing past Louis, stumbling down the hallway

"how could you fake a death, and not even tell your best friend, how could you do that to him" I screeched standing in front of him, the alcohol still pulsing through making me slightly incoherent

"I didn't want to, I didn't want to hide from him for so long, it wasn't meant to be like that" he whispered sadly staring into my eyes that had tears

"so why did you do it" I quietly questioned

"there are things you don't yet know about Harry, things that he probably doesn't want you to know, things that are better that you don't know, and those things chased me off, I had to or I would have actually been killed" he whispered "I agreed not to tell anyone for my own safety and everyone else's" he said sliding down the door frame and putting his head in his hands

"well, I hope you got away from whatever you were to cowardly to stand up to" I said before grabbing my jacket and storming out of the room leaving Louis sitting on the floor.

I walked out to see Harry sitting around the group of boys that we had seen earlier, he was poking the needle into his arm injecting himself with that same substance that had knocked his friend Rick out

"Harry what the fuck are you doing!" I screeched running over to him ripping the needle from his hand

"I'm taking the pain away baby" he whispered into my ear, he stumbled away from the table, I followed behind him closely, my body stumbling against sweaty dancing people. At one point a hand grabbed mine and turned me, a tall man stood with shaggy blonde hair