This Love Is Forbidden (AU Harry Styles fan fiction) Complete

Chapter 20

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As Harry and I stumbled up the large staircase my eyes grew in shock, the house took up a large majority of the land with it’s enormous size. It was almost competely made out of glass, and it was beautiful, I stood staring in awe before it, the white furniture inside making the whole place look heavenly “well aren’t you coming in?” Harry questioned from his spot on top of the stairs

“I don’t know, I feel as if I’m going to break everything” I said retorted giving out a nervous chuckle, Harry rolled his eyes and nodded his head towards the opened door, as he walked in and left it ajared.

I slowly climbed the stairs, my purse over my shoulder, as I took a step inside it was even more beautiful than what it had seemed to be, it had class, and elegance, beauty something that I couldn’t explain, it was almost magical. I felt silly as I was thinking these thoughts about a house, but there was a certain feel to it that made me feel, safe.

“I’m up in the bedroom” Harry called from a distant room, I made my way through the winding halls, entering a large living room with two white couches, a large black chair and red rugs placed around, it was beautiful, this house was my dream house, somewhere I had dreamt of as a little kid, the house I have always wanted built for me and the man I love to live in and raise a family, and adding that it’s on a private island just makes things out of reach almost.

Thinking about my future and where I want to be, I see Harry, Harry is in all of my plans, weather that be to go to college, and get a degree, and work somewhere, or that to be start a family and stay home with the loved children, awaiting the arival of my husband each and everyday, I know that Harry is the man I want to marry, but the question is am I the woman he wants to ask.

“Why are you standing here like a bloody fool?” Harry’s voice broke me from my trance, it was then I realized I was still standing in the large living room, Harry wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck “I’m tired love, shall we go and get some rest,we can do something worthwhile tomorrow” he whispered, his tongue slipping out of his lips as he spoke, I nodded my head, a yawn escaping my lips, he grabbed my hand and led me to a set of stairs that led to a closed door. As he swung the door open, my eyes were met with a baby blue room, with a large white bed, there was a chandilear that consisted of diamonds, the large tv was held in a wooden vanity that matched the bed, it was beautiful, enchanting, and enticing, once again making me fall in love with the island I were to be calling home.

I ran and jumped on the large bed, letting it’s softness engulf me and take me away to a land of dreams. “Thank you Harry” I whispered as he climbed in next to me, gently kissing my forehead

“for what love?” he spoke softly, caressing my hair

“for keeping me safe, for being there when no one else is” tears sprung to my eyes as I spoke the words,  all though I had gained I had also lost so much, I had lost what meant more to me than anything, family, the people that were meant to be there when no one else would be, the people that were meant to love you unconditionally unlike the rest of the world, but I had lost that, I had lost something that only comes once in a lifetime, but I had gained too, I regained my best friend, and made another along the way, I found the love of my life and stood up for what I believed in, I discovered myself, and changed for the better, instead of a frightened, cowardly little girl, I’ve become an independent person who realizes there is so much more to life.

“Shh love, it’s okay, that’s my job” he whispered, wiping the tears that had fallen down my face, I looked up from my spot on his bare chest, I gave a weak smile and shook my head ‘no’

“That’s the thing Harry, it’s not your job yet you still feel as if it was” I whispered, more tears silently falling down my pale cheeks

“Maggie, I’ve always believed the ones that love you should feel a need to protect you, that is all I am doing, I feel a strong need to make sure you are always okay, to make sure no one ever lays a hand on you, and that’s how I know my love is true, and that this isn’t us being silly teenagers, this is two people genuinely in love” he spoke with such tenderness it almost took my breathe away, it made me feel safe and for once actually loved.

“I don’t know Harr-” he cut me off by placing finger over my lips

“Once we get out of this mess we are going to go home and live out our lives like normal people, we might fight, hey we might even stray away from each other at some point, but I love you and this love isn’t faked, or made up, or taken away, you are the girl I see myself smiling at as she walks down in her stunning dress, and maybe your dad will be on your arm, or maybe he won’t, but the fact is you are the one for me Maggie, not anyone else, you and it will always be you” Harry said, tears coming to his own eyes, I kissed him with such passion, it scared me myself, but I kept going with it, climbing on top of him, even though my muscles were sore and stiff, he groaned as I climbed off, leaving one last peck on his cheek.

“I love you so much Harry, and you are all I see in my future” with that I laid my head back down and fell into a dreamless sleep.

**Harry’s POV**

I gently removed Maggie from my chest, silently trailing out of the room, as I did so I heard a light knock on the door, I rushed down opening it and letting Louis inside, he held six bags, ranging in different sizes, as I did not know how long we were to be staying I asked him to pack a majority of our things.

“Thank you Louis” I said quietly motioning for him to come in

“I can’t stay long, I had Jack wait for me” Louis said referring to the man that drove the small boat to get people here, I nodded, taking the bags from the porch and bringing them in. “How’s she doing?”

I thought carefully about my answer, because truthfully I didn’t know how she was fully doing, “I think she’s in a bit of shock, she’s acting as if this is just a get away, but maybe that’s her way of coping” I said adding a shrug, Louis nodded before walking into the kitchen and going through the drawers

“you guys have so much to eat I don’t know what to choose” he said rummaging through the food we had for our stay “but I agree, I think it’s her way of coping, it’s a lot to take in, she’s being hunted, she’s a target, a game, and I don’t think anyone would want to come to terms with that.” Louis reasoned as he poured himself some crave cearal

“I just wish we could fast forward, I want to marry her Louis, she’s the one, even though I’m young I know she is” I said in a low tone, so that there was no way she could over hear, even though she already knew my future intentions

“Then keep her safe Harry, and more importantly than that, the one thing worse than a gang coming after her is you, you can be so dense and stupid sometimes, and so full of yourself, don’t get through this and then lose her because you’re afraid of commitment.

“Alright, you should be going now” I said giving a eye roll in his direction, he nodded and gave me a small hug before leaving the house and making his way to the parked car.

I knew I would protect Maggie at all costs, but it was myself that scared me the most, what stupid things could I do to destroy the most wonderful thing I have ever had, the list was endless, and completely lost in my imagination, but I had to tell myself I was going to make things work and not let my fear of love and relationships get in my way.