Haven | A hyunsung book

#2

"Dont be stupid hyunjin! Stop acting like a kid, come back home and help your dad with the business instead of wasting your time making useless drawings" a lady screamed through the other side of the phone "I'm not coming back! Ever! You and dad never understood me, just let me be happy for fucks sake!" He stated, more like yelled back in frustration.

"Are you gonna curse at us now? You piece of shit, we nurtured you with our hardwork for this day? You're worthless, you cant become successful like this if you're gonna keep up this act of yours" this time it was a man's voice, hyunjin's dad, "i have work to do, bye" he said and ended the call before anymore words could be said from the other end. Hyunjin  acted like he didnt care because it was normal for him to hear such things but still it did hurt him, his voice cracked in his throat.

He was now working in his room for quite sometime now, the workload and stress of his fucked up life eating him up, he had suddenly got some commissions at once, it was a good tjing but he really haf no motivation to do those, on top of that  He had fight with his parents not long back, which made it even worse for him.

He was too immersed into his work, fingers typing nonstop onto the laptop. The things kept ringing inside his head, the words of his dad yelling at him, also the thought of his relationship's downfall and it not working out.

Lately he and han barely talked, since he was busy with his university as well...or maybe he just lost interest in hyunjin? him and han couldnt get to spend much time together, they barely even talked now. Han would be locked up in his room all day studying and hyunjin didn't want to bother the boy by being clingy. The only time they shared a word or two would be during their meals. And him being a overthinker kept thinking maybe it was his fault that something he did unintentionally and ended up hurting him, he was afraid he too would leave him like everyone else.

  All kinds of thoughts eating him up. Did he fail not just as a son, but as a partner too? He was at the verge of tears by now, his vision getting blurry, he felt a painful lump in his throat and hung his head down, his hands were no longer typing, just shaking. He realized it was no time to cry right now, he had to work, for himself, for han, for his parents, and prove them wrong that he didnt make a wrong decision.

He looked up at the ceiling resting his head against the wall, trying to dry up the tears that were welling up in his eyes, just than he heard light knocks on the door,  he hurriedly wiped his face incase any tears escaped his eyes  He cleared his throat and the door opened slightly, a boy with brown hair peeking in with big gleeming eyes through the gap, he looked Adorable with his messy curls on his forehead,  he had white sicks on his feet, a pair of blue jeans and a black oversized 'supereme' t shirt, it was his favourite which he wore almost all the time if you'd believe. He looked so pretty, hyunjin couldn't take in enough of him.  "are you busy? may i come in?"

Just the sight of him made hyunjin smile as if all of his worries had just disappeared, or was he just too good at masking his pain? "its your house hannie, of course you can come in" with those words tge brown haired male entered the air conditioned room with 2 mugs of coffee in his hands, one with a llama on it, other with a  quokka,  each mug had the names of either of the guys, hyunjin and han written on them.  "Here" han handed over one of the mugs full of steaming hot coffee to him.

"thought you'd need this" he smiled making his eyes almost disappear and continued to blow on his hot coffee "yes, thank you very much" hyunjin placed a kiss on the boy's forehead which made his face go red, so cute he looked being all flustered, hyunjin couldn't help but smile. "mhm the coffee is so nice! I love it" he said as he sipped "really? I'm glad" han giggled at the praise. Hyunjin typed a few more lines before closing his laptop and putting it aside on the table near their shared bed.

"I'm finally done, time for cuddles bubba~" hyunjin said in a soft tone and stretched his arms out. Han squealed "yayyy!" He crawled upto the black haired male and literally wrapped himself around him, hyunjin embraced him in his warmth as he smiled down at the brunette. "Oh, are you smiling, my babe is smilinggg" han looked back into his eyes as he returned the gesture, as he continued to play with his hair "you're the reason I smile everyday, my love" Hyunjin replied as he caressed the boy's face with fragile fingers, han pressed his forehead with older's.

"then, I'm gonna make you smile forever, prince" he chuckled. Hyunjin was taken aback at the words of the boy, this feeling in his chest, the affection he felt was overwhelming which made his lips tremble, he was at loss of words. He pulled han closer to himself as his head rested on his shoulder. the younger was confused, soon he felt warm tears seep through the fabric of his tee "hyunnie? Are you okay?" He rubbed his back which was shuddering as he sobbed in his arms.

Han pulled away and cupped the latter's face "hey, look at me, whats wrong buttercup? D-Did i do something ?" he asked with concern in his voice and eyes as he looked carefully at hyunjin's face which was a mess with tears all over it, he shook his head in response sniffing afterwards and wiped his face with his sleeve. Han placed a soft kiss on his lips and smiles at him "mhm, if theres anything bothering you, you can always tell me hm? " He got a smile and a nod in return "there is the smile i was looking for!" Han giggled  "i love you so much "he took hyunjin's head to his chest "i love you too, hannie" he finally replied.

Han stroked his long black locks, and they just spent the evening cuddling in each other's embrace, hyunjin was the first one to fall asleep in Han's arms "my big baby" he kissed the top of his head".

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Light angst? eh, whatever you may call. This chapter is also a glimpse from my life uwu so maybe i got a lil emo while writing this hehe-