Sinful feelings..

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Travis's POV:
I look at my Bible sitting on my nightstand. I have never felt so ashamed of myself. I should not feel this way. I shouldn't act this way; why do I have these feelings? I don't understand. Did I do something immoral to deserve these sinful feelings? Maybe if I pray at church after school god will let me wash away my dreaded sinful feelings.

I slip on my purple/pink sweater and put some pants on. I go to the bathroom to comb back my hair and brush my teeth. Just as I'm finishing up I hear my mother in the kitchen. "Travis, sweetie breakfast is ready." I love my mother voice, she is the nicest woman and deserves a lot better than what she is getting.

I rush down the hallway then down the stairs to quickly eat as I was already running late. I guess that "Bible lesson" with father hurt a lot more than I thought it did, because my head was hurting and my stomach could not hold food down. I waited until I was at school to throw up. I didn't want mother worrying about me, she worry's to much. I don't want her to worry about me anymore.  Such a beautiful face, my mother has. Midnight black hair, beautiful milk chocolate colored skin, the most beautiful dark hazel eyes; My mother deserves the world.

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