The Fuck Boy

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bri: well , do you like him back ?

Y: i don't know..

bri: well just take your time, you don't have to rush it

Y: i know, i'm gonna try too

i giggled a little..

***fast forward to like lunch lmao***

i grabbed my lunch and sat at the table with my friends.

i was just staring blank at the table in front of me..

emily: y/n

her voice sounded so far away even tho she was so close to me.

emily: y/n

she shook me a little and i came back to reality

Y: yeah ?

emily: you good? we lost you for a second

y: oh my bad just a lot on my mind but yeah i'm all good.

emily: oh okay

i glanced at mattias table to see him staring at me & i just smiled.

i wasn't really sure if i liked him, i mean yeah i liked the idea of being with him , hugging him & everything.. but i'm not sure if i like him, his self.
mattia is so nice , sweet, charming, and handsome but i just don't know if he's gonna be the one bc of his past...

kaylee: y/n!

y: what? sorry

elena: what's wrong with you ??

y: huh?

emily: you've been so distant lately and when we're actually together you just blank out & stay silent

y: my bad

kaylee: your weird now bru

i rolled my eyes at them & just got up

bri was sitting with mattia & ricky so i just went to go sit with her.

y: hey bri

bri: hey babes

we were kind of away from mattia there were people between us..

bri: so did you come over here for me or your mans

she smirked at me and i just giggle

y: for you of course my love .

we laughed.

people started getting up from between us and it was just me & him with an open space.

bri: scoot over y/n

y: no thank you

the people who got up wanted to go on the other side of me & bri

??: scoot over y/n

Y: why? you were perfectly fine right there

??: idc i wanna be over here now

y: kys

i scooted over and me & matti stared at eachother and smiled.

tbc...