i've pretty much been AWOL on here since about the beginning of june, and i have to say, it was kind of good for me.
i'm starting to really get my shit together, even if that means learning my mistakes the hard way. which, unfortunately, i did this last month.
it's almost september now, and my almost-three-month sabbatical was really nice. stressful and crazy at times, but overall very nice and relaxing.
here's some things that happened to me over the last almost-three months:
∘ i visited georgia with my boyfriend, & hung out with his family (his mom mentioned marriage & grandchildren again, like woman i am only 22 pls stop)
∘ i got a new job! this just happened to me recently, and i'm loving it so far. bigger and better things for me, right?
∘ i've decided to get more into witchcraft, tarot, and maybe even celtic paganism. lately, i've been feeling a strong pull towards it, and have seriously been considering it the last few months.
∘ got a new laptop, courtesy of my boyfriend (thank you, chris!) it's much faster than the current one i've been using for a few years, so i'm very glad to be actively using it now! maybe it'll even help motivate me to start over with my writing.
∘ i've been in therapy recently and it seems to be really working for me. it's nice to have an encouraging professional source behind you. it makes me feel like i truly can become a less toxic person towards both myself and others., as well as grow into my own independent person & heal my inner child.
i'm very excited for fall to start, as it's my favorite part of the year (winter is a close second!). i turn twenty-three this week, and i really don't know how to feel. mainly, i just feel old even though i'm still young. i really want to be more active on here, as well as being more present in my life, and i know, i say that i want to be more active on here all the damn time but never own up to it, and well, i want to change that. to actually actively start writing instead of just saying i do, and never own up to those promises.
i no longer want to make empty promises in my life. i want to say what i mean, and mean what i say. during this hiatus, i learned a lot about who i really want to be, and what kind of person i had become. i don't wanna be her anymore, i want to change. well, i'm trying to change lol.
so, sorry for being AWOL! but i'm on my way back to you all! i've been slowly having the motivation to start writing again, and maybe it's because i feel less rushed in my life, but i'm really glad i have this motivation. i've missed it.
i'm sure you've missed it too :)
well, keep a lookout for (finally) new updates on second lead syndrome, which will be the only book i've going to be working on for now! thank you so much for those who've been with me since the beginning, and those who've continued to cheer me on! i really cherish and sincerely thank you all.
happy early birthday to me! :)
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