Soul's Breakers - Luke (First Book )

Chapter 3

This one is small and I do not like it but i thought to at least write something . In the future probably I am going to rewrite . Thank you for reading and sorry for the mistakes and maybe for the small emotions in this chapter . 

It took her some minutes to speak ,she was nervous and had right to be . I could see the debate she had with herself .She wasn't sure if she should tell me or not . After all ,this was a important matter , it could change her life forever .

- Emma you don't need to tell me if you don't want to . – I said in a soft voice .

Which was true ,she didn't force me to tell her my story so I was doing the same thing .

Her hand under mine was shaking of nerves . I squeezed hers a little making sure she knew I was there . I could believe myself in the situation I was now . I was a loner ,at least I think so , I thought I was going to spend my last year alone ,with no friends and with guilt . But here I was sitting next to someone I didn't know and waiting to her to speak .

I wasn't cold to the point to ignore her problem . I turned cold for the reason to hid my emotions . If I wear a mask no one will know how I feel . It helped and I doubt someone could break it . Did I want it to break ? I don't know .

I stopped my thoughts as I felt someone calling me . Emma was looking at me with concern .

- Hey , I was calling you, but you didn't answer . Its fine if you want to hear me .... you can go-

- No ! – I mean ...if you want to tell me what happened I will listen . I can't tell you mine ...

- Don't worry ,I understand why . If you are willing to hear then I am glad to tell .

She smiled at me and squeezed my hand too . Besides my mom Emma was the only one who showed me comfort ,even if she was a stranger . I couldn't call her friend not knowing what will happen after we part our ways . Do I sound dramatic ?

- It was in the summer ; I was staying in my parents beach' house . My parents thought it was okay , I was responsible, and I liked staying home, reading books . Sometimes I went out , to catch some fresh air . One guy was hitting on me ... I felt disguised and ...I told to him to fuck of but he didn't listen to me ... fortunately a guy showed up . Like a prince in a shining armour . You can tell I read too much romance .

- He somehow made the guy go away and started to ask if I was fine and other things , he was really caring.... A guy never spoked to me before like him . Well then, he asked for my number and I gave it to him ... I should have told him thanks and walk away ...

- We started to meet up often to the point were I started to have feelings for him . In the beginning of august I confessed and he said he liked me too ,he said with such honesty and I believed . Stupid ...- She slapped her forehead .

- It wasn't your fault , a girl who gets their crush to like them back it's a miracle for them . Don't blame yourself .

- Then at the end of the month I decided to ... to give myself to him . Jesus I was nervous at the time . The next morning it was like cold water in your face . He left and left a note . The note said "hey its not you its me . I realized I still love my ex and I am going back to my country . By the way you were great . " Who the fuck writes that ? I was so angry, and even punched the wall .

She showed me her hand which had trace of injury she made . Damm .

- I shouldn't have given up of karate . – she said with a cute angry face .

- So the guy who you had your first time left you with a baby in your belly .

- Yup .

- You will keep .- wasn't a question , a confirmation .

- Yup .

- But do you want to ? You a have a free choice , you don't need to have the baby .

Maybe I was being heartless, and it was harsh to say to someone who didn't even born but it was something she couldn't rift after . After all the mater of doing it wasn't so important to guys like to girls . They don't get pregnant but can get pregnant a woman .

- I know that the wisest choice for an eighteen girl who still didn't finish high school was to abort but I can't ... I don't want to be like my mother . She aborted my sister after she got divorce with my father .

I realized that knew too much about her and she didn't bother with the idea that she was telling all of this without even knowing me . I couldn't figure out if it was trust or just "I am sick of keeping to myself so I am going to tell a complete stranger my story " ? The same thoughts round my mind over and over .

- Thank you .

I was focused on my thoughts until she spoked . thank you . For really what ? It's not like I helped her I just heard her . I was being a bitch . I am bad in comforting someone or to try to feel something similar to her feelings . Never had a friend what you expect me to do ?

- You don't see to say anything you know ?

- Yeah but ...

- No buts ,you comforted me just by hearing me is enough .

Now I wanted to say thank you , she understood my struggles and made me breath in relieve . I smiled and started at her .

- He is an ass .

We both laughed . Then she took along breath and squeezed my hand looking at me .

- Yeah . – she looked at her watch .- its time for the lunch .Uau we spent a great time in here .

I didn't go to any class. I prayed they didn't call my step father but I doubt he worried me skipping classes .

- I guess we need to go .

We both exited the bathroom and checked if no one is in the corridor .

- Well, I guess I will see you around . – I said .

- You are not going to lunch ?

- No , I skipped all of the classes today so I have free afternoon .

- Lucky I still have one and my mom would kill me I skip this one . sorry for the trouble .

- Don't worry , I wasn't going to pay attention anyway .

- See you tomorrow ?

What ? I thought that's when she realizes I am not the better person to hang out and walk away . I think I have problems with myself .

- You want to ? – yes, I asked .

She looked confused at my question and smiled a little .

- Of course, I do . You are great and not fake like the friends I had . Of course, only if you want to .

- Yes . See you tomorrow , Emma .

- See you , El .

I went home of course with confusion . today many thinks had happened . The barbie , Luke Reed and Emma . It wasn't in my usual things I do every day .