"I might be a femboy, but you're gonna be calling me daddy soon."
males x (mostly) dom!femboy reader
pretty much an aggressive dominate femboy idk dude
mostly short drabbles
(probably) slow and random updates lmao
might be ooc cause i haven't watche...
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Kageyama Ritsu || Mob Psycho 100
low key inspired by astronomy by Conan gray, angst?, pathetic reader lmao, 1st pov,
I should've seen this coming. Should've seen the way you looked at them was the same exact way I looked at you. It's funny how I thought I still had a chance to earn your heart when it was already taken.
It's stupid, the loneliness I felt when you started to hang out with them more. Yeah, I had other friends, but even when I hung out with them, I felt like an outsider. I wasn't alone but I felt lonely without you beside me as you were so different from the rest. Conversations weren't one sided, no awkward silence or anything of the sort, we didn't always have to do something to hang out, we could just chill at one another's house and be satisfied with that.
So when they randomly appeared out fucking nowhere and stole your attention away from me, I realized how much I depended on you. Hypocritical of me, right? I basically preach to you and others to not depend on one person as if you lose them, you'd be lost, while I subconsciously did the exact thing I said not to do.
I think it was about then I also realized my feelings for you. How jealous I would get when someone stole your attention away from me, how you would compliment other people while in my mind I'd pick out every one of their flaws I could see, and only after I'd realize what I'm doing I'd feel bad and think 'why would you want to date someone who acts like me anyways?'.
Falling in love with your best friend as a gay person has got to be one of the most cliché shit ever, and for it to happen to u- me? Felt like I was in a shitty coming of age movie. But I'm happy for you, really; happy that you have someone in your life that you love unconditionally and vice versa even though I'm just as lonely as when you found me. I just wish the person you fell for was me.
I should've known that we'd never work out together though, as it was written in the stars. I should've told you this before everything went downhill, but I was scared, afraid, of what you'd think; say. But now, not so much any more. Though every time I see you with them, with loving smiles on your faces and the sun reflecting off the rings on your ring fingers, my heart painfully aches as a frown makes its way to my face. I like to think I've grown from there, that I only need self love and acceptance, but even then, I'm having a hard time doing so.
"Heh...why am I so pathetic?"
I don't think I can love someone as much as I love you.
