Addicted {BoyxBoy}

Can't Get A GRIP

Ryan's P.O.V

So I was still in a pissed mood about aiden. Something doesn't seem right though, I don't think Aiden will do something like that he's not that kind Of person. But then again you never know. Yet i still fucking want him, I mean of course because he is meh mate. It's not just that though, even though I just met him, I feel drawn to him,and I think I might have true feelings for him. Which is what I don't want. The last thing I need on meh plate right now is a fudging mate. Yeah call me stubborn I don't care, it's just all these things are pilling up around me, like my duty as an alpha, my now mate, and the fact he ( might be ) cheating on me , worrying about aiden founding out what we are. Which is a big deal if you don't think so, that dude he hangs out with is a werewolf, and he can easily tell him, but I want to tell aiden myself.

" Hey ma" I yell as I walk into the kitchen of my pack house. Our pack house was huge, because we had a lot of people in our pack, also we have rooms we don't even need or use.

"Hey darling, how was school" she asked the worst question I was avoiding. I don't know why but I always hated when someone asked how meh day went it just felt so commercial.

"It was fine, new student whatnot, same old same old." I say truthfully just leaving out all of the details, sparing my breath and her time.

" New student eh, what's she like" she asked.

" HE is fine, none of my concerns" I say and felt a pang at my chest, like I had disrespected aiden by saying he wasn't important to me.

"Oh" she said sadly and I already knew why. She was hoping I found meh mate. Both of my parents wanted so badly for me to find my mate, so we could mate and we could take over my place as alpha. I didn't really want to be alpha honestly it seems like too much. Also it turns you cold. For example, My father was once a happy and free spirited guy. But the alpha lead got to his head and made him controlling and boring all of the time. I do not want that to happen to me.

" ma I don't want a mate, I know that's why your disappointed". I said, thing she didn't know was that I did find my mate and I savaged his delicious neck in the locker room. But she didn't have to know everythinggg.;)

" it's just don't you want to settle down, and become a great alpha with your mate?"

"Not really, I don't want to be in a committed relationship, I mean isn't that boring".

" of course not Ry, having a mate is amazing, the best Experience you'll ever have."

" whatever ma, it's just tha-"I was cut off by the door opening and shutting. I heard the voice of Johnny. I walk out the kitchen and see him, Cindy and aiden.

My eyes widened and my wolf howled in excitement at the sight of my sexy little mate. Mmhmm the things I will do to him. Okay Ry stop with the naughty thoughts .

"Hey Ry", Cindy Yelled at me, really loudly I might add.

"Hi Cindy, where's jay", I ask, their usually never apart from eachother, that's why I asked.

"He's coming here after practice, soccer practice." She told me, ah forgot he signed up for that.

"Ok well who's your visitors", I ask and my mate immediately made eye contact with me. Which I returned.

In the middle of our staring contest I almost didn't hear Cindy clear her throat.

"What" I say because I was in meh aiden fantasy. ;)

" I said... I thought I show meh new homie, aid, my crib yo." She said in the worst ghetto accent ever.

" first of all you never do that again, second did you ask my permission", I said in my alpha tone. I sounded like such a dick I know, and I could practically see the frown in my mates big blue eyes. Which made me feel like an utter douche bag.

" sorry I just thought I'd show aid around", she said sadly and not daring to talk back. It's what the alpha tone commands you to do. Aiden and John put their heads down as well. I know aiden didn't know why he did it, but the alpha commands humans minds as well.

As aiden put his head up he began to say something.

"I could leave if... I'm not aloud to be here." The more he talked the lower his voice got, and the more my heart broke at his words. But it was my fault, once again.

"No! , I mean you could stay just keep out of my way", I quickly caught myself from yelling and begging for him to stay. I should be the mad one, and he should be begging me, Im not the one who cheated! RIGHT after I fucking told him he's mine.

"Okay fine not a problem" he said in a bitchy tone, which I understand; but damn it was so sexy on him. FUCK Ryan get a GRIP why am I so horny nowadays.

" Come on, lets go on the living room, and wait for Jayy", she said trying to ease the tension. I couldn't blame her, it was getting awkward. I didn't like the fact that they were taking aid away from me, when he should be in my arms right now......or bed. DANMM ITT RYY!!