Addicted {BoyxBoy}

Here We Go Again

Pic of Jdawg(Johnny)

Aiden's P.O.V

I was currently sitting in math, right next to... HIM. Yes him, that douche who shall not be named. Even though I was mad at him I couldn't help but steal a few glances towards his direction. Pathetic I know, it scares me how fucking attached I am to this guy. I hope it's just because he's my first crush.

Yesh he's my first crush, and yesh i do like him I admit it. I'm tired of denying it, it's pretty fucking clear. It sucks when you like someone who doesn't feel the same way. Though every time I glanced in his direction, he was staring dead at me. He didn't even stop when i caught him. He just stared and stared without feeling embarrassed or bad about it.

I felt uncomfortable under his gaze. I felt as though he was pointing out all of my flaws. I don't know why but I felt as though be didn't like what he saw, which made me feel like poo. Then again I'm the one getting myself worked up.

The teacher just rambled on and on about I don't even know what. Something about... Yeah I don't even fudging know. I felt something fly by my face and looked down to my desk to see a little piece of crumpled paper.

Huh, a note. I wonder from who. I looked at every person trying to guess who was it from. Everyone was paying attention to the teacher though. I opened the note.

'I need to talk to you' it said. I stared at it. Could it be Ry.

I looked at Ry he was staring again. I pointed to the paper indicating if he wrote it or not. He nodded his head confirming that he did. I wrote down my reply and threw it right at his head. I meant for it to be a rude gesture, but I couldn't help myself from almost laughing at his face expression. I caught myself though, no aid don't show him any signs of happiness. He deserves to be shunned. Hehe i can even imagine it.

What I wrote was 'no, why should I, will you just call me a faget like your dad did?' . The tiny paper landed back on my desk. I opened it and it read 'please I'm sorry for what happened, you didn't even let me explain'. Explain what, your rejection. God what a meathead.

I threw the paper back on his desk without writing a reply. The bell rang and I ran out the door before he could say anything to me. Th rest of the periods went by agonizingly slow. It didn't help that every time I passed him in the hallway he would try and get to me, but i always ended up running away. It was finally lunch and I was starving. I ran to our table and sat down quickly, out of breath.

"Why are you out of breath?" Cindy asked

"I... Run....Ryan" I explained and she nodded her head.

I got up with jdawg to get my lunch. I didn't like school food, so I usually just got a drink and some fruit or whatever. Today I got a monster, with a straw ofcourse, and some grapes. Jdawg however got 2 pieces of pizza, French fries, onion rings, grapes, chips and a pepsi. How the fudge can be eat that much and stay so fudging skinny. We went to out table. Cindy and jay were making out while they were all at our table. Really today they choose to sit at our fucking table. Fuck my ass.

We sat at the table and Cindy and jay were still making out. You could even hear the noises. Ewwwwie.

"Hey Cindy, jay" they looked towards me "get a fudging room" I took a few of jdawg's grapes and threw it at them. They stopped to try and block them selves while Jdawg glared at me.

"You used my food as a weapon, now I'm gonna starve" he pretended to cry. I just shrugged. I put one of my grapes on his tray.

"Thanks, your an amazing friend" he said sarcastically I just laughed. I looked across the table and realized Ry looking at Jdawg with a murderous expression. What the fudge is his dealio. He then got out of his seat and grabbed my arm and pulled me out of my seat, and away from my sexy grapes. Oh hell no. He dragged me out the lunchroom and down the hallway. He upinned me against the lockers. Oh here we go again..!!