Addicted {BoyxBoy}

Got It Bad

Pic of Jason

Ryan's P.OV

I feel like such an idiot. I thought I was done being such a prick. I can't believe I actually let him go. I actually had him in meh arms, and you know what I do, I fuck it up by not standing up to my fucking father. I let him win, I let him Practically insult aiden. I can't believe I can't even stand up for my own god damn mate, that's pathetic.

I mean If my father wasn't such a ass whole maybe I wouldn't have to go through this. Why does my father have to be a homophobe, why can't he just accept me. Why can't I man the fuck up. All this frustration is building up within me and I feel like the next stupid mistake I make, I'm seriously gonna hurt someone. That someone being me.

"What the fuck did you do to him?!?" Cindy yelled "you guys were a happy couple just a while a go".

"My dad came in, he saw us. You know he doesn't accept gays, I couldn't come out to him. So I just told him aiden wasn't anything to me, which is completely untrue." After I was done explaining I was in a even more pissed mood.

"Your so fucking stupid" she mumbled

"What, look don't you think i know that." I argued back.

"Aiden is and will always be the best thing in your life. And you just let him walk away."

"He was fucking mad, he stomped his way out of the house"

"And you should have grabbed his little ass, and kept him here until you were done telling him what you just told me. I know Alpha Joe is a homophobe. It sucks, i wish it was easier for you because I know you really like aiden."

"i don't like like him" she just stared at me.

"Is it that obvious" I asked. She just nodded her head, and I groaned.

"What that's not a bad thing" she slapped my shoulder.

"Yeah but he's used to being a manwhore not someone with actual feelings" jay popped out of fucking no where. I just glared at him even though it was true.

"It's just I never thought a mate will make you feel like this. I knew it will have a effect on you but this is a whole new fucking level. I literally wanna fuck him all the time."

"Well that could be a sign that your gonna go through heat, which usually occurs during the time you find your mate" jay explained. Well wont that suck. I heard about people who went through there heating stage and its horrible.

"Oh god don't ruin my innocent aiden, you" Cindy said. I just stared at her like she was stupid. If she thinks I won't mate with him shes cray. ;)

"He's my mate, plus he's not as innocent as you think " I winked at them. Jay just gagged at my wink, while Cindy badgered me.

"What do you mean, what happened." I instantly though of the kitchen incident, you know before my dad ruined it. The way he was teasing. Fuck I seriously screwed this up big time.

"Tell me!!!!" Cindy begged while jay just laughed.

"Ask aiden" was my only reply.

-The Next Day

I was at my locker, when my sister stomped up to me.

"Where were you"

"Here"

"I mean at the party" oh shit i forgot all about that, well it's not like I care anyway.

"I had more important things to do"

"Like what hang out with those fucking losers you call friends and that new faget." She yelled. I turned toward her instantly after hearing what she said about aiden.

"First of all my friends are losers and don't ever fucking talk about AIDEN like that again. Now please get the fuck away from me and go fuck someone or whatever you whores do." You might think I was being mean and to my own sister. But i honestly didn't care she pissed me the fuck off.

I quickly stomped my way angrily to first period which was math. Great a whole period next to my fucking mate. Damn it I'm already thinking naughty thoughts. I seriously need to get that shit checked out.

I went in as soon as the late bell rang and quickly went to my seat. I noticed that aid wasn't in his seat. I'm pretty sure he was here today. Before my thoughts could continue I saw him then enter the room with all of his books in his hands, he was wearing a red mayday parade shirt with a pair of gray tight, so fucking tight skinny jeans. Which showed off his huge ass, in a good way. God boner alert. Boner afuckinglert!! He hurried to his seat located next to me. Put his things in his bag, and turned to the front of the room. Not before doing that cute thing he tends to do when he plays with his hair. Damn I've got it bad.