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🌟Chapter no. 2: "left again"🌟

Noor ul ain pov:
It was him...it was "Baba jaan"
I was shocked to the core. Why wouldn't i be , Yes i was hurt but deep down i was happy. That doesn't change the fact of what he has done.

A voice broke my chain of thoughts

"who is there beta( my child)" Nano yelled from her room.

Before i could answer that Zameen came and checked. he didn't take much time to recognise him and welcomed him inside. I was still standing like a statue not believing my eyes. Zameen gave me a little shake and asked " You should have welcomed him in and why the hell ur standing like a moron came call dado" he said like it was everyday thing for me.
i nodded and went inside nano's room and told her that my very dear father is sitting in the living room. At first nano thought i was joking but soon the realisation hit her and she knew i won't joke about that.

I went into the kitchen and set the tray with some refreshments and tea. I don't want to face him I..I just can't it's too much to soon.

i came out of the kitchen with tray and put it on the table and served it.  I was about to leave but then nano stopped me and asked me to sit next to her. I didn't answer just politely get sited. I didn't utter a word just listen to them taking.I was hating my position i was awkward angry and what not that mixed of emotions were making me go crazy. Baba jaan was talking about random stuff i was zoned out most of the time when i got back to earth i heard him saying how sorry he felt about ammi's death and the next thing he said literally gave goosebumps

"beta i want u to come live with me in our house."
"This man sure have some nerves" my cosciences said. "I agree tho"
it was the first time i looked at him in disbelief while i was sitting. My eyes got glassy and with an instant i looked at nano and with that look says ' say something' or' wth ( what the hell ) is he saying'

She just signed and left saying
"I will give you people some privacy "
She freaking left i looked at the door in disbelief.

I wanted to scream but no words were coming out living with him. The person who left ammi and I alone to suffer. The thought made me puke.

" what do you think haan "

my hands were shaking it was hard to breath I was trying hard not to let my tears flow.

i cleared my throat to answer
" i..i..n..no"
i left saying that. How could he even think i would say yes.
i ran towards my room and close the door behind and started sobbing and tears that i was holding were flowing like a river. All the memories of ammi were coming flashing Wish she was here. All the struggles and all the happy memories with didn't include him. I left him behind he is not suppose to be here. And thought of leaving this house.
"i...i can't (sobs...) i won't h...how can i ( hiccups) lea..ve " i was crying like a baby their was knock on the door

i yelled " leave me alone "
i was furious , their was another knock on the door. Before saying another word , I opened the door while mumbling
" told u to leave me...."
yeah i wasn't able to complete my sentence because at the door baba jaan and zameen was standing. I wanted to smack Zameen's head for leading him here.

i decided to get more strong and stern.
"i guess u know my answer.... so their is nothing left. " i didn't said anything after that.

He signed sadly and said.
" i know what i did is wrong but i want my daughter to come live with me again like old times"
i scoffed
"Which daughter are you talking about. The one u just left a decade ago, i am sorry to break it to you Mr. Saif Malik she died. 10 years ago a nine year old little emotional and naive girl died. she was murdered by her own father. The act of abandoning killed her. Then another  girl replaced her, wasn't your daughter she was her mother's daughter. A mother who raised her , A mother who was standing right by her side through every thick and thin. Why the hell I'm telling u this. You should leave your WIFE and YOUR FAMILY will be waiting for you and i'm no longer part of it. "
After completing my speech i was about to shut the door when he decided to talk.

"Thats only one side of story you know Any." ( noor ul ain nickname)

"It's enough i know to live without you."

He simply nodded and gave me sad  but genuine smile. After that he left me once again.

My whole body aches due to all crying and frustration. I decided to have a nice nap.I tried to sleep for hours i guess But sleep was nowhere near me still tired as hell i went down in the kitchen to get my self a cup of water. After having water i decided to check on nano.

I knocked the door twice and entered the room its 2:45 she was praying tahajud prayer.
I sat on the bed , waiting for her to finish. After a while she was done praying. she looked at me I passed her a warm smile she returned is by a soft smile and said

" Acha kia khud hi aa gai mujeh apni gudya se kuch bat krni hai "
( its good that you came by yourself i wanted to talk to my doll)

" okayyy" in a confused tone.

my guts were screaming that its not going to be a good talk considering the fact of what happened today its not going to be the Daily conversation thingyy.

"I want you to go live with your father"

"wha...WHAT"
Okay i wasn't expecting that not from her at least how can she think that , its..it's impossible

"why" i said as angry tears were on their way

" First listen to me then continue Any "
i simply nodded to that i didn't want to listen to her but due to respect i had to.

" You and I both know that Aqsa isn't a big fan of yours neither she liked your mother much. Mera kia hai mai aj hon kal  ho na hon "
( Whether I am today and not tomorrow)

"Nano ayse q keh rai hain "
( why are you talking like this )

" beta meri umer ho gai hai tum apne baap ke ghar raho g tuh mujeh is bat ka itmenan ho ga ke tum kisi mehfooz jaga pr ho or tumhare  pas koi mehfooz thikana hai tumhara bap tumse bohat pyar krta hai. Galti bhi toh insan se hi toh hoti hai. Or maaf krne se koi chuta bara nai hota. Hamara mazhab bhi hume yehi sikhata hau.

(My child,I am old. You will stay at your father's house, and Then I will be satisfied that you are in a safe place and You have a safe location. Your father loves you very much. Mistakes are also made by human beings. Forgiveness does not hurt anyone. This is what our religion teaches us.)

"Nano is that what you really want. "
i said my voice was breaking i felt my throat closing.
i mean she have a point but i can't relay on him again i don't want to burden him or anyone leaving this house might be for good but living with him wasn't sounding like a nice idea. I thought

" Think of it as my last wish. "

"then i shell fulfil your wish. " i said cause i can't say no to her.

"give him another chance , everyone deserve one. "
i nodded with a sad smile then she said

"know go to your room pray then sleep tomorrow you have to pack and i'll inform your baba jaan. "

i simply nodded and left.

i prayed and fall a sleep with a thought
"tomorrow is going to be a long day"

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Author's note :
Salam fellazzz !!! so here is the official first chapy. hope you like it, do let me know about my mistakes.
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ALLAH HAFIZ....