CHAPTER 7: FIRST DAY❓

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Noor ul ain pov:
            next Day

"Any your the most beautiful girl i now. You are the sun to my dark days you are the reward for my every prayer. You deserve the world ,there would be hard times in life, but you are my brave daughter you'll fight the world. i'm so proud of you." i opened my eyes breathing heavily looking around and saw nothing just like every other night it was just a dream she wasn't here for real.

prayed my Fajar prayer and didn't want and sleep more. I was never able to sleep after the dream of my mother. Actually its a memory of the day before she was gone she was still in hospital she was holding my hand softly and saying these beautiful words. i miss her so much.  i hate everything without her, this world is a mess..., everything is a mess, i'm a mess. All i want to do is run to her and hug my worries off. She...she was my strength, my pride, my therapist, my every fucking thing.

Without you, I feel broke
Like I'm half of a whole
Without you, I've got no hand to hold
Without you, I feel torn
Like a sail in a storm
Without you, I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

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After a while i checked the time it was 8 in the morning waoo time flew didn't it.
I was hesitating whether i should go out or not. So i decided to set my clothes in closet. Later i called rameen she picked up immediately
"did you arrive?"

"Walaikum Assalam yeah i'm going great"

"no need for sarcasm give me deeds"

"what deeds?"

"like how is everyone? how they treated you so far and when are you gonna meet me and about university when are you gonna continue and all. "

"woahh girl slow down.....well apparently i have a new found brother and new mother waooh that rhymes, his name is huzaifa and mrs. saif is Urwa. My tayi ammi Fara is really sweet baba jaan has been acting surprisingly really good and very normal like its everyday thing for me. Then their is Waniya she's 21 and very friendly. there is Hamza bhai and he is very funny and active."

"O You seemed settled well when are we gonna meetttt????"

"So today i will ask baba jaan for permission. Well i still hate the fact that i have to take permission but i'm in his territory so i gotta take permission first no choice i guess..."

" i hope we meet soon"

"me to bye zameen is calling me"

"what that douche want."

"Heyy he's older show some respect and by the way Why do you hate him so much? i never get that. "

"idk maybe because he is a douche"

"well let me pick up byee"
"bye tell him he's an idiotic douche"
this girl will never behave 

"Hellow"

"heyy Any are you ok"

"no bruhh i'm dead"

"HAHA very funny now for real are you okay?" he asked with worry.

"yeah i mean they won't kill over night will they so don't worry i'm in perfect shape. you tell me hows very one, hows nano doing and what about zara and mamo and mami you get the point now spill. "

"they all are fine how is everyone there we miss you already"

"Awww lil Zam misses me"

"I said "we" forget it so what are you doing"

we talked for a while and ended the call. 

it was 9:30 now i decided to getter up my courage and go out. i changed my clothes.

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