With Love, Comes Betrayal (boyxboy)

Determination

A/N >:} hello! Sry bout the creepy smile, it's just that this chapter should get rid of any confusion any of u had. So im happy. I get creepy when im happy. Ask any1.

Pic is of Dylan's graveyard:(

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Chapter 10

(Zack's p.o.v.)

I stare at the cloud filled sky. The cold breeze flows around me as I leave back against the stone, my legs spread over the dirt beneath me. My hand reaches around so that my fingers can trace each word on the hard rock, although I've got them all memorised.

I sigh and pull my hoody tighter around me to try and defeat the cold. "Dylan... Are we wrong? To be like this.... Is it bad?"

I wait patiently for an answer I obviously wont get. "I mean, why are we so different. Why do people hate us?" I rake a hand through my long hair. "I miss Dyl. I need your help. I'm just... So alone in this."

I turn around to face the stone that wears my brother name ingraved in it. "Sometimes I wonder how you did it for so long, bro." My fingers tear at the dead grass around me. "You were completely alone, while I have.. had, Sky you had no one to help you through such a tough time."

"I knew I should have done something. But what was I able to do?" Tears spring in my eye's. "Dyl, please forgive me. I was so confused. I didn't think he would go that far." I wipe my eye's as tears fall. If any were to see me this vulnerable I don't think I could live with myself.

"I ruin everything! First, I don't do anything about father, then I end up gay so I use Sky to try and change, and now I fell in love with her fucking brother!" I pull my hair, wanting to slam my face into the grave stone. "He's so gorgeous, Dylan. Soft blonde hair, gorgeous blue eye's, and his body! He's completely perfect. He hates me though. I'm alone again and I deserve it."

I try to think of what he would say to that. He'd obviously be on my side, no matter what Dylan was alway's there for me. He's also alway's been one not to give in... Don't give up. That's what he'd say. Don't give up.

Small droplets of rain begin to wet my face. I wipe my tears and take a deep breath. "I should go.." I whisper, standing. "I love you." Then I turn, leaving my big brother's grave with a new determination.

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Jesse's p.o.v.

The last few weeks have been... Better, I guess. Zack hasn't been hanging out with Sky anymore so he's been easy to avoid. I only have him first and last period, plus lunch, but we never talk.

I have to admit that I miss his cherubic voice though. He did tame my virginity... Atleast I have my sister back even though she's been spending an enormous amount of time with Lesley. He's cool and everything, but he keeps stealing everyone from me. Though I do owe him credit for knocking the homophobe out of Jake. I think they're lovers now.

Alecc's been hanging out with a new guy alot lately too. It seems their lives are perfect while I live sad and lonely.

When the bell rings indicating lunch, I follow Sky to her locker. "Jess!" She screams suddenly.

"What!? Quit screaming women!" I yell back.

"Well you can't seem to hear me if I don't." She replies rolling her eye's while putting away books.

I sigh. "Sorry, I was thinking. What were you saying?"

She sighs dramatically. "What's up with you. You've been so... Distant."

What do I say to that? 'I miss your ex horridly' 'I'm gay for Zack, ya your ex boyfriend'. "Nothing." I say simply as we enter the lunchroom.

I tell Sky that I'll get her lunch and she goes to get our table. I quickly get in line and buy both of our food. When I'm leaving the line I see Zack come in. He wasn't here this morning so that's a small surprise in itself, but he's also striding straight towards me. I force my gaze away and walk in Sky's direction. I feel his warm tinging hand on my shoulder and he spins me around to face him.

I'm about to say something, but forget what it is when he crushes his lips to mine. His minty breath fills my nostrils and I drop the trays of food grabbing his shirt and pulling him closer. His tongue dips into my mouth and the mint smell becomes a minty taste that I just want to devour.

His strong arms are around me, holding me as our mouths move in sync. "Jess..." I stiffen at the sound of my sister's voice. When I turn to look at her she shakes her head and storms off.

"Sky!" I start following her but she spins around.

"Don't!" She screams. "Just don't." With that she leaves the cafeteria.

I'm trembling with emotions. "Jesse... I know your mad, but let me-"

"No!" I shout glaring at him. "You're such a fucking dick!"

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"Go away Zack." I hiss, speed walking through the school gym after working on the set for drama club. I feel two firm hands grab my shoulders spinning me around to face his hazel eyes.

"Just listen to me!" He shouts. "Please." His voice changes soft and pleading.

I narrow my eyes. "No."

"Why not!? You act like this is all my fault!" He argues.

I pull at my hair trying to hold in the tears that are brimming to fall. "Sky's my sister, my twin, my best friend! I'm betraying her everytime we do this whether she broke up with you or not, and you just wont stay away!" By now the tears are falling freely and I try pulling out of his grasp but he just pulls me to his chest instead.

"I'm sorry we had to hurt your sister, but you know that you want me too, if you didn't, things wouldn't have happened that did." He cups my face in his hands. "Tell me you want me."

I almost give in but then Sky enters my mind and I push out of his grip, running away. "Leave me the hell alone!"

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A/N so? I think this is getting pretty damn good. But wbu? Good? bad? Shit? Comment and votez! Song of the chap is "Lost it All" by BVB.