With Love, Comes Betrayal (boyxboy)

He Gave Up

A/N hey! I dont have much to say this time. Just comment, vote, fan, and add to ur reading list.

Pic is of Alecc looking a bit scarey..

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Chapter 9 (Zack's p.o.v.)

"Hello? Sky?" My voice is groggy from just waking up.

"Yes Zack, it's Skylar... I cant do this anymore..." She sounds angry and I don't really blame her.

"D-do w-what?" My voice cracks and I mentally slap myself.

"This Zack! Us! It's killing me to know the man I love doesn't love me back to the same amount!" The first thoughts that run through my head are of how I'll get over Jess.

"Sky, please, I love you, I'll never do it again I promise!" I beg desperately. I've never talked like this to anyone before.

"You've had way to many chances, and I DON'T love you." That wasn't for me, but for her. I'm putting her through hell. I'm such an ass.

"I know, and you shouldn't... You deserve better, you're a great girl. I'm sorry, please don't hate me?"

There's a moment of silence then she speaks. "I don't hate you but we both deserve to be happy and we're not happy together. You two need to have a talk though."

"I know, we will soon... I do love you though." I say in almost a whisper.

It's like she read my mind. "I know, but not in that way." This is refreshing, though I still don't know how I'll get over Jess, or face my dad.

I sighs, "I'm sorry."

She chuckles, "It's okay... I'm okay."

"Really? You're okay with all of this?" I ask, skeptical.

"Yes Zack, but I have to go, me and... a friend are going to the mall. Bye."

"Bye." I rake a shakey hand through my hair and hang up. Sadly, it's not Sky I'm thinking of now. It's Jess. He left, and he's probably furious with me!

I'm such a fuck up. Instead of getting over him, I have sex with him, then confess my love while he's half asleep! But last night was undeniably better than any dream I could possibly have of him or anyone. He's perfect in everyway.

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Jesse's p.o.v.

How could I let this happen? How could I betray my sister for the second time!? I'm such a dick! But God, I must admit that I wish I could do it again. I need him inside me. I crave it.

Jake helped last night, he's a great brother, but I don't deserve him. I don't deserve anything. I sigh and gradually get out my phone, opening it to my gallery. The first picture is of a sleeping Zack. I can't help but smile, he's adorably gorgeous.

I find myslelf painting another stalker picture for my collection. Agleast this one's not on my wall.. I ended up covering that one with photos and posters. Am I going crazy though? I truly feel obsessed and it's not healthy.

My hand sway's over the canvas as I think. The scent of paint fills my nostrils and it used to make me scrunch my nose in distaste but I've grown to find it devine. "What ya doin'?" I jump, dropping the paintbrush and making eye contact with the colorful head poking through my door.

Alecc enters all the way and looks around. "Wow, I've never been in here. You're really good at art."

I clear my throat. "Thanks. But I don't really like people in here..."

"What ya painting?" He asks, ignoring my statement.

I stand in front of the canvas and he cranes his head around, trying to see. "Nothing."

He stops and raises a brow. "You're not acting like it's nothing."

I don't say anything and he tries getting around me bu I get in his way. He wont give up though and we repeat the same motions over and over again. Soon we're falling to the floor, him landing ontop of me. I groan trying to regain my breath.

When I get my breathing steady I notice Alecc's already on my bed flipping through papers. I glare, jumping up and grabbing them. They're more drawings of Zack that I had under my bed. I look at him and see him staring at the canvas I was still painting.

"I can expl-" I'm cut off when he grins hugely.

"You're fucking Zack!" He exclaims.

My eye's widen. "I am NOT fucking Zack!"

He jumps up. "Then you definately want to!"

"Out." I glare.

He wiggles his eye brows. "Zack and Jesse sittin' in a tree F-U-C-K-I-N-G!"

I grab his ear pulling him out of my room and slamming my door.

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(The next day)

I finally met Les today. He's... A bit flamboyant, but who am I to judge? I drove us all to school early. "All" includes me for drama club, Payne for poetry, and Sky and Les so he can get settled in the new school.

We pull in and all go our seperate way's. My sister finally forgave me, though I couldn't bring myself to tell her about... The sex.. Apparently she broke up with Zack too. I can't help but be secretly happy.

When I get inside the drama room Zack is the first person I see. He instantly begins striding towards me. I avoid eye contact and go to the scenery area. He follows me but I pretend not to notice. "Jess.." I ignore him and he grabs my wrist. I rip it away from him and continue speed walking. "Jess, let me talk."

"Fuck you." I retort without turning around. He gives a long sigh but say's nothing else. I start working on a sculpture when I notice he not only stopped talking but he went back to his area to. I don't know why, but my heart hurts a little now.

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A/N well that's chapter nine, a bit of a filler chap but it gets good! Stay with me here! So song is "Jezebel" by Memphis May Fire. Comment, Vote, Fan, and add 2 reading list :D