Choose Me || Taekook

Chapter 6

Jungkook pov:

Who did Taehyung go to meet?
Is it his girlfriend? I wanted to know but I wouldn't dare ask him anything now. I wanted to make something for him to eat before he was back but I couldn't even stand properly how will I cook, I guess I should order something...I ordered some noodles for both of us which got delivered in 25 mins but Tae is still not home. Why is he taking so long?..................

"Wake up baby!!"

"Mhm..I mumbled sleepily"

Taehyung lifted me up and put me on his lap, holding me like a baby. I cuddled in his arms refusing to wake up.

"I saw that you ordered food for us, it got cold Kookie, let's go heat it up and eat."

"No I don't wanna get up", I said pouting at him.

"Okay then don't", he said lifting me in bridal style and carried me to the dining table and put me on the table and gave me the box of noodles.

"You slept off waiting for me huh? Did I keep you waiting too long?"

"No it's okay, I was sleepy anyway"

After we were done eating. I got down from the table, trying to pull myself back to the room to pick up my stuff. I didn't even make half my way by then he carried me again back to the room and threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me.

"Um..what are you doing?"

"What do you think I'm doing baby?", he asked smirking at me. He left warm and soft kisses on my neck. I was wearing just a shirt and boxers.
He removed my shirt, leaving kisses all over my body, his hands roaming around freely. He kissed me softly on the spots where he left marks by giving me hickeys before.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you baby.."

"No it's okay it felt good."

"Aww you up for a round 2 baby boy?", he said smirking at me and kissed my lips before I could answer him, he slid his tongue inside and started to suck on my tongue.... It was a full on makeout session now. I moaned in between our kisses. I was still sore but the idea of him fucking into me made me forgot it hurt and turned me on instead...I was just wearing my boxers and he was fully clothed on top of me. I tugged on his shirt signalling him to remove it.

"Do you know how cute and sexy you are right now lying like that under me baby?", Ahhh why is he so sexy, he knows what to do and what to tell exactly at a time like this and all I can do is just fucking moan...ugh..... What the hell has he done to me!!?

"You remember what I said before right??"

"Uh.. What?"

"I told you what we did or what we are going to do doesn't mean anything and if you are not comfortable feel free to tell me...I will stop...", he said sitting up from on top of me.

"Why?...", as I sat up.

"What do you mean?"

"Why don't you want it to mean anything?"....why does he not want to be with..does he not like me...he only wants to fuck me..why..I said I didn't care the first time because I was too desparate for him to touch me...I knew if I didn't agree he would stop.
But now...I don't want to just be his fuck boy, I want this to mean something, I want us to mean something...I can't have my heart broken again with a guy who just wants me for sex...I don't want to be with another Ung (his ex).

"I told you the first time I don't want to date anyone!"

"But why?, You'd have a reason for not wanting to date anyone right?"

His face changed when I asked that, he looked angry now...did I ask something wrong...I just asked him
why he will fuck me but not date me!?

"It's non of your business", he said coldly.

Why is he acting so coldly now, how does he do that, he was just talking to me all sweet and kissing me now he is just so cold to me...my eyes started ti water..I was holding my tears...I didn't want to cry infront of him...It hurt when he said that..I know it hasn't been that long since I knew him but still I really did want something with him...it's my fault I should have said no the first time, it's not like he didn't warn me...I stood up and picked up my clothes and wore them, he just stared at me like nothing just happened. Why does it hurt..it's not like I'm in love with him..I feel so embarrassed of everything, letting him kiss me, touch me, fuck me...why did I do this...I don't know how I'm gonna face him in the office tomorrow. I didn't dare look at him directly while putting on my clothes, I just put on my clothes real fast and ran away after taking my car keys. I got into my car, tears rolling down my cheeks...not again I can't go through it all again...I should stay away from him, just because he spoke to me coldly made me cry, what would have happened if I had agreed to sleep with him without it meaning anything and then he left me..what would I do then....emi should stop overthinking, it's not like we are going to do anything, we aren't, me and Taehyung are just colleagues working in the same firm nothing more.