Love, Zachary [ COMPLETED]

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After a week

I stared blankly at the coffin in front of me. I want to open it so bad to hug Zach for the last time but they're making sure it's closed. Zach's body was founded but it's all burned up.

I didn't even saw him one last time. I wanted to hug him so bad.

"I'm so sorry hija. "

Tita Livia went to me and held my hand. Lumapit sakin si mommy at inakbayan ako para pakalmahin.

I went back to New York when they found Zach's body. Nanatili akong tumira sa mansion na ibinigay niya sakin. Araw araw akong nahihirapan dahil sa pagkawala ni Zach.

I didn't even had the chance to explain myself to him. I didn't even had the chance to tell him how much I love him.

I will never leave this mansion he gave me. I'm staying here for good. Zach always wanted me to have this place. This is the memory I have from him.

"Anak kumain ka naman. Makakasama sa baby na malipasan ka ng gutom." Paalala ni mommy.

"Your mother is right. Zach wouldn't like it if you're being hard on yourself. " Sabi ni tita.

Napayuko naman ako. Pagod na pagod na akong umiyak. Pagod na pagod na akong masaktan.

Ang duga duga mo naman Zach e! Ngayon mo pa ako iniwan na may anak na tayo! I thought you wanted to start a family!?

Who will be there when I give birth? Who will hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be okay? Who will carry me to bed when I'm too lazy to walk? Who will love me now?

No one. Because Zach is not here anymore.

I can't help but to cry again. Ang sakit sakit kapag inaalala ko si Zach. He's too hard to forget.

"Shhh...."

"You need to get some rest hija. I'll tell the driver to take you home----"

"No! I want to stay here with Zach. " Pagmamatigas ko.

"Anak naman, masama na nagpupuyat ka at ginugutom ang sarili mo. Intindihin mo naman yung anak niyo. "

How can I raise this baby all alone? We were supposed to raise this baby together, Zach! You left me all alone.

How could you do this to me!? How could you left me all alone!

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Nakatayo ako sa puntod ni Zach. It was his burial this morning. Hinayaan ko na silang umalis at nanatli ako rito.

Dahan dahan kong hinaplos yung lapida ni Zach. Lumapit ako rito at niyakap ito ng mahigpit.

"Wake up, Zach. Let's go home...." I said while tears were running down my face.

"I'm craving for some burgers and fries. "

"Please Zach....my day isn't complete without annoying you....."

"I'm not used to seeing your office room empty. "