So.. I've been trying almost everything I can to distract myself.. But nothing works.. Bruhh- My head is like it's about to blast.. The thoughts are now extremely terrifying.. I don't know what to do.. I don't wanna end up in a mess (I'm already a mess but nvm)
And yes today I'm writing this at 9:16 PM bc I've taken my meds early and I'll sleep soon (they usually don't work though but hopefully)
The psychiatrist said- "It's a common disease, you don't have to worry about it. It'll be alright soon.."
I was like : "Brooo! Do you even know what's happening inside my head? This isn't just about sleep!!!!!"
Now that nothing is working and I'm on my own.. (This sounds like I'm writing my will, lol) There's nothing I can do but take the meds and wait for a miracle (As if it's gonna happen and as if I have any other option but to wait)
When people hear about it, obviously they hope they could help me but no one can.. My soul is searching peace - the colorless Rainbow, the walking Pegasus, the dull Stars, the cold Sun, the dark unicorn, the dry Rain, the beautiful burn...
It's searching for something that doesn't exist (Now, reality sucks)
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Things I never said
RandomThis is just a collection of my thoughts. I'm writing this so that my mind would be at peace. Reading it can either help you or ruin your mood 😌 I would recommend "not to read" 💃 And yes! There might be some typos or grammatical errors, that's bc...
