Troubled {R.C}

Kegger

"We have arrived" we saluted to the boys walking onto the porch of John Bs house. "Sarah just texted, she's on her way" Kie said. "Yo, G since you're the only one close to Barry. Wanna go get some weed pleaseee?" "Pleaseee" the boys begged. I laughed at the idiots infront of me. "Ye after I get ready though".

I sat my bag and makeup bag down on John Bs bed and he lied down while the rest of the pogues still sat on the porch. "Are you gonna be ok? Ye know with him being there tonight. I'll knock him out if I have to". I laughed. "John b, you have fun tonight with Sarah and let me worry about Rafe." I started my makeup and hair.

Blowout curls as usual and natural makeup with a red lip to match my dress. "You look pretty" JJ said leaning against the doorframe. I smiled. I didn't feel it. Not one bit. Ever since I saw Rafe with that girl, I compared myself over and over to her. She's a tall, blonde with blue eyes and I'm the complete opposite. Why her not me? I asked myself the same question every morning and day.

"Ok get out so I can change." I told the boys and they closed the door behind them. I put on the dress. It was beautiful. I'm beautiful. Come on Gia. Believe it. But I couldn't. Everytime I tried she appeared in my head laughing along with Rafe. I began to tear up but quickly stopped myself. No way I'm ruining my makeup.

"Ok you guys get the drinks and I'll meet you at the boneyard in about an hour". I said walking out of the house, my head stuck in my bag trying to find my lipgloss. Silence. I looked up and saw every one of them staring at me. "Woah" Sarah said. "You look great". "Beautiful". "Gorgeous". "Omg". "Ok guys stop you're making me go red " I smiled.

"Sorry but you're beautiful" JJ said walking towards me. He stretched out his hand to which I accepted. "My lady". And he began to slow dance with me. "JJ this is cute and all but i have to go to Barry's". I laughed. He spun me around, kissed my cheek and let go. "Be careful" Kie said as I left. I nodded in response.

I made it to Barry's in ten minutes. Are you joking. Rafes car sat outside Barry's trailer. Maybe I can just wait it out. I began walking behind the trailer to try hide. "Gia, come on in girl. Woah" Barry said as I turned to face him. Rafe appeared behind him. Mouth opened. "Princess" he said. I rolled my eyes and walked into Barry's trailer pushing past Rafe.

Barry cleared his throat. "Gia, I'm like speechless. I'm never speechless". He walked towards his room and I followed not wanting to stay alone with Rafe. I slammed the door behind us. "Weed?" "Ye Barry, hey could I stay here tonight?" Before he could reply someone else did. "Stay with me, if you need a place". Rafe stood in the doorway, arms crossed. "No thanks , country club". I slammed the door again. I looked back at Barry. "What did he do? Last week you were all smiley talking about him and now you won't look at him." I glared at Barry. "He thinks with his dick." I replied simply, not wanting to go into it.

"So I can stay?" . "Anytime G you know that." He handed me a bag of weed. I hugged him and gave him the money. "You know damn well I don't want this money beautiful" I ran from the trailer as he chased after me. "I'll get you later sweet cheeks ". He called after me as I went running to the boneyard. "I love you Barry". Rafes jaw locked as the words left my mouth.

The boneyard was packed full of people when I arrived. "Finally" JJ said taking the bag from me. They rolled joints and the girls and I went to dance. I felt hands on my waist as I moved to the beat. "Topper hey". "Hey, you look beautiful as always" he smiled. We continued dancing for a while. The alcohol and weed hitting me pretty good. Just what I needed.

My phone dinged and I pulled it from my bra. 'Hey G, had to go meet some friends won't be back till tomorrow night but if you still want to stay at mine you know where the key is :)' - Barry.

"You ok?" Topper asked. I nodded and sent back a reply. 'Be safe x'. -Gia. We continued to dance. Everybody having the time of their lives. "I'll see you later Topper" I kissed his cheek and walked over to the keg pouring myself a cup. "Topper, really?" Rafe said pouring himself a beer. "I mean come on, I wouldn't fuck Kie". He slurred. He's drunk. I rolled my eyes. "Mind your own business Rafe. And for the record. It's the other way around. Kie would never fuck you".

I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm. "Rafe what the fuck is wrong with you." "I miss you" he slurred. "I miss you so much". He was now leaning on me. "Rafe don't". Too late. He had passed out. Another kegger ruined by Rafe Cameron. I took the keys from his pocket and held him up walking towards his car. I know I'm over the limit and I don't condone drink driving or driving while high. But he needed to go home.

I put sat him in the passenger side and went around to the drivers side. It hit me. Before I could get in the car I needed to puke. The thoughts of another girl in this car. I opened the door and sat in. Trying to keep the thoughts of him and the girl fucking out of my head I started the engine. It was no use. The tears appeared in my eyes and I sobbed. Rafe passed out next to me.

Why did he have to do that? I wiped my eyes and started the drive to his house. No matter how hard I tried the tears didn't stop. I pulled into the driveway and stopped the car. The breaking woke Rafe up. "Why are you crying? It because of me isn't it. She was nothing. I just needed help with my horniness that's all". He slurred. Wow, that helped so much. He passed out again. I took the keys out of the engine and got out. Drying my eyes again I walked to the passenger side helping Rafe out.

He stumbled out of the car and I caught him before he hit the ground. I wrapped one arm around my shoulder and held his waist with the other. Walking up the stairs was the biggest challenge I've ever face in my life. "Rafe work with me here". I whispered trying not to be loud and wake up the house. "I am working with you" "shhh Rafe you're gonna wake everyone up" I whispered. "I don't care. I want everyone to know". With multiple attempts to make him stop rambling I was left with my last option.

I kissed him. He kissed me back with more passion than ever. I pulled away. That shut him up. I took his hand and walked into his bedroom. I sat him on the bed and went to get his pyjamas from the dresser. When I turned around he was standing there fully naked. "I sleep naked now" he said. My eyes widened as I tried not to look, well, you know where.

I rushed over to him and got him back on the bed and under his covers. I sighed and sat down. I wanted to cry at the fact that he betrayed me and at the fact that I couldn't leave him alone this drunk. I moved from the bed and sat on the chair in the corner of his bedroom, wrapping myself in the blanket from the end of his bed.

"Gia ...".