"Gia, I want you forever. I know I fucked up and I shouldn't of went near her. But I'm an idiot, I only want you" he slurred. "Rafe , sleep please". I yawned. He continued. "I want you to be my wife one day, start a family with you. Her body wouldn't raise my kids. No you're mind would raise my kids. You're body's a bonus for me though." He giggled.
He sat up in his bed. "Uh oh" turned to the side and puked all over the floor. This is gonna be a long night. Rubbing my eyes I sighed and walked over to the bathroom. I got out the cleaning supply's and his bin incase he needed to puke again. "Here, puke in this" I sat the bin on his lap. I looked down at the vomit and wanted to cry. Im too tired for this.
I cleaned up the mess and washed my hands. He was still sitting up afraid he would puke again. "My belly hurts". He cried. "Why are you crying Rafe. It's just sick" I sat on the other side of the bed. "I'm crying because you're going to leave me. I don't want you to leave". He laid his head on my chest. I haven't seen Rafe cry since we were 8 years old and he fell off his bike.
I ran my fingers through his hair. "I wish I could leave Rafe, but you're addicting." I whispered. He fell asleep but I couldn't. I've fallen for this boy yet all he has done is hurt me. I drifted to sleep sitting up, Rafe still lying on my chest.
I woke up to Rafe jumping out of bed running towards the bathroom. Hunched over the toilet he puked again. "How much did you have to drink last night" I questioned walking into the bathroom. "Too much" he replied and puked again. I rubbed his back and started the water for a bath.
He flushed the toilet again and stood up getting light headed. "Woah , here sit down". I caught him , putting down the toilet seat for him to sit on. "Let's just get you a bath and I'll change your bed sheets, they smell". I smiled. I turned the water off and turned back around. "Strip and get in. I'll change the sheets while you're in their."
I went to walk away and he grabbed my arm. "I need help getting in". He said as he began to strip. I turned my head away as he took his underwear off. He leaned into me. "Sorry I just feel really light headed". "It's just from getting sick, I'll get you an energy drink." I told him. Helping him into the bath, he sighed with relief.
"I'll be back in a few". I walked back into his room stripping the bed sheets, changing them to fresh ones. I brought the dirty bed sheets and his clothes from last night down to the laundry room. Grabbing an energy drink on the way back up. "Here, Rafe you haven't even washed your hair yet". I laughed handing him the drink. He groaned , the hangover headache finally hitting him.
I kneeled down and grabbed the cup his tooth brush was in emptying and washing it out. I began washing his hair for him. Wetting it, putting in the shampoo and massaging it in to his head. "That feels amazing"he moaned leaning his head back. I rolled my eyes. Washing the shampoo from his hair and standing back up. As I went to walk out I felt him grab me and pull my towards the bath.
"Rafe I swear to god. RAFE" he pulled me in. "My clothes" I groaned. "Don't you mean my clothes" he said. "I didn't want to sleep in my dress" I shrugged my shoulders. "Hey Rafe, have you seen oh my god, I'm so sorry". Sarah covered her eyes walking into the bathroom. I jumped out my wet clothes now soaking the floor. I stripped from them and grabbed a towel walking into the bedroom and shutting the bathroom door behind me.
"You can open your eyes." I laughed. "I'm so sorry we were all looking for you". She stared at me. "It's not like that Sarah, he couldn't walk and I just took him home then he started puking so I couldn't leave." I started looking for my purse to check my phone. "What about the bath then" she smirked at me. "Oh piss off, he pulled me in after I washed his hair". I laughed. "You wifey washing his hair for him" she laughed right back.
"She is my wifey" Rafe said opening the bathroom door. I shook my head ignoring his comment seeing missed calls and texts from all the pogues. "I have to go meet the guys, are you coming Sarah?" She nodded and went to get dressed. Rafe pulled open his wardrobe. Taking out two sets of clothes. "Here" he threw a pair towards me. I took the hoodie and looked at the bottoms. Then looked at his clothes. The same hoodie and bottoms.
"I got them for us. Before what happened. I was going to give them to you for your birthday but I guess you need clothes now. These too" he threw a box onto the bed. Matching runners. My heart ached as he began to put his on. "Why Rafe?" . "Why what?" "Why plan all these cute things just to go and sleep with someone else. Why say all these things to me about seeing our future but then go fuck another girl". I sobbed.
"I don't know why. Every time someone gets close I fuck it all up." He sighed frustrated. I just wanted to hug him , kiss him and tell him it would be alright. But I can't , if he won't change his ways we can't ever be together. "I don't deserve this Rafe. I deserve someone who loves me and treats me like a princess".
"Like who ? , you think topper or JJ or fucking Barry would treat you better? You're just a broke Slut. Why would anyone else want you." He yelled. Anger took over me. "Fuck you Rafe". I walked out tears brimming my eyes. I can't cry not right now. Everyone was outside the door. Great, they heard.
Sarah and Rose took me to Sarah's room still in my towel. "Here" Sarah rushed over to me with a T-shirt and shorts. I changed into them trying to hold in my tears. "Let it out honey" Rose whispered. I broke down. "Why is he doing this to me." I whispered. "We know". Sarah whispered. Rafe never got angry like that with me or even infront of me. Ever. He turned into a different person. No. The same person. The same dick from the past five years.
John b and Ward ran in. "Come on" John b lifted me up. He walked down the stairs with me in his arms sobbing into his neck. Sarah, Rose and Ward following behind. I looked back one more time and saw Rafe sitting at the top of the stairs his head held in his hands. "Sarah get the door" Sarah opened the backseat door and John b set me in. "We're so sorry honey" Ward whispered as we began to drive off.
Sarah drove to the chateau and John b held my hand the whole drive. "What happened" JJ said rushing up to the car as we pulled up outside. He opened the back door and saw me in tears. I jumped at him and he caught me.
"I'm gonna kill the bastard" he whispered after we explained what happened. "JJ I'm fine , I'm just upset that's all" I reassured him. "Can we get out of here? Go for a swim?" They agreed and we got on the pogue taking off towards the marsh. Sarah pulled out two vodka bottles from her bag. "That's what I'm talking about". JJ said taking one.
We partied the night away out on the marsh swimming , drinking and Dancing. JJ came up behind me, grabbed my throat, tilted my head back and poured the vodka into my mouth. The familiar burn felt amazing. I felt alive.
We laid under the stars for hours. It was pitch black. "You know what, he doesn't get to play me like that" I said sitting up. "JJ remember operation biteback from 9th grade?" JJ sat up to. "No way you'd pull that off". He laughed. The rest sat up and asked what it was. "Operation biteback is something we came up with for the people who would fuck us over. We'd fuck them back twice as bad." "And that's what I'm going to do."
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Troubled {R.C}
Fanfiction"We're the pogues ,and our mission this summer is to have a good time , all the time." John B, JJ, Kiara ,Pope and last but not least me , Gia. Rafe cameron based story. Completed.
