behave.

the visit

I'm back in my apartment. I can't stop thinking about what happened.. or about him.

it scares me how easily he took control over me.. I think I just have to stay away from him from now on.

...

I've eaten dinner and I've done the laundry. I sit on the couch watching a movie when someone knock on my door. if it's him I swear to god-

I stands up and walks over to the door and opens it. There's stands Atticus, tall and sexy. he has flowers in his hand.. it's the flowers he bought earlier.

"what do you want Atticus?" I say and rolls my eyes because I know he hates it.

"I wanna take you out. right now" he gives me the flowers and he walks inside without asking.

"you mean.. a date?" I say and lay the flowers on the table.

"exactly. a date" he says smirking.

I didn't notice before now that he's dressed in a dark blue suit. oh lord hes hot-

" I'm not going on a date with you." I say sitting down on the couch again and takes a sip of my coke.

"oh for gods sake" he sits next to me. very very close to me..

I dont look at him but I can feel his warm breath on my neck and shivers go through my body.

"just give me a chance Sofia. you don't know me as who I am. all of that is rumors" it sounds like he's begging. it's actually turning me on the way be begs for me-

" no. no I'm not coming, you fucking asshole" I regret saying that right away but it was to late...

he grabs a fist full of my hair and pulls it back. fuck it hurts but it's so hot at the same time. he pushes me on my back on the couch and he pins me down..

I can't- I can't- he's not a good man. even if the rumors about the drugs was fake.. I've seen it.. with my own eyes. how he treats peoples that walks into the VIP without being invited.. he beats them- and it's not something a good man would do. I can't do this.

" GET OFF ME! HELP! HEEELP!! HE-" he flips me over so I lay on my stomach and he lifts my ass up a bit and pins my head down on the couch.

"I think you like to be punished little one" I can imagine his smirk. ugh how I hate it! I fall in his trap every time.

"some spanking will make you behave" he stroke his hand down my back and lay in on my lower back

"n-no- Atticus! don't act like you own me!" how did I end up here? did the most powerful and sexiest man just ask me out.. and now punishing me..?

"let's get to know eachother.. but after the spanking."

I feel his hand land hard on my ass.
I whimpers softly and breaths heavily

"I want you to count." he says sharply and smacks my ass again just harder

"TWO!" I whimpers and grips onto the couch.

he does that five times and I repeat the words.. my ass burns and I bet it's red.

"now. let's get to know eachother" he makes me sit on his lap. I'm not moving cuz I'm scared if what he will do and I kinda like sitting here..

"I can begin" he says "my name is Atticus Hawk, I'm 23 years old." I looks at his lips while he's talking. they're perfect.. soft and perfect-

"Sofia. your turn." he says sharply.

"my name is Sofia Kingsley.. I'm 19 years old.." I says confident.

he lay his hand on my thigh.

"what's your favourite colour?" he asks me and he actually seems pretty interested.. so I answer him

"I like red and black." I says and tuck some hair behind my ear looking at his hand.

"that's my favourite colours too, wow" he smiles.. I mean he actually smiles!  a kind and warm smile. for the first time with him.. I feel safe-

he continues asking questions about me and my life.. and to my big surprise he's actually very kind and very sweet.. I'm still not sure what to do.. but this changed a lot!

...

it's late that night and Atticus haven't left yet, we're watching a movie together and I often catch him staring at me.. I think he actually likes me..

suddenly I feel someone lift me up and I realise I've fallen asleep..
I keep my eyes closed cuz I know it's Atticus..

I feel him laying me down on my bed and I feel him laying next to me. he wraps his arms around me..and I... feel safe..

...

the next morning I wake up to an emty bed..

I'm thinking back to last night. when Atticus Hawk.. the most powerful and dangerous man in New York.. was sweet and kind.. I smile when I think about it and gets up.

I find him in the kitchen making breakfast. he looks so hot and sexy standing there in only his sweats. I can see his tatoos and his big muscles.

I stand there staring when he looks at me and smiles

"good morning Sofia, did you sleep well?" he says smiling and giving me a cup coffee

"uhm yeah- yeah I did" I smile faintly and takes the cup. I sits down by the table and looks at him

"you look very beautiful Sofia" I looks up at him and feels my cheeks getting warm and smiles shyly

"thank you..." I takes a sip and smiles. wow- just wow- this is the best coffe I've ever tasted.. I look at him again. this man is full of surprises...

it scares me that Im starting to get feelings for him... what do I do now?..