Stuck in a Love Triangle (COMPLETED)

Chapter 38

-ASHLEYS POV-

Im waiting back in Niall's flat, pacing back in forth waiting for  him to get home.

after Harry talked to me, i couldnt stay for the rest of the show... I left as soon as possible, even though there was only probably 2 more songs.

"ashley? you here?" i heard Niall call through the room, I froze.

I had planned a whole speach on what to say to him but it just slipped my mind once i heard his thick irish accent bounce through the walls. "hey, there you are, why'd you leave? are you ok?" he asked, his eyes filled with concern.

I nodded and stopped pacing. Niall walked over to the bed, and patted a spot next to him. I slowly sat next to him, folding my legs criss cross apple sause.

"whats wrong?" he asked putting his hand on my knee, but not meaning it in a sexual way, in a concern way.

"well..niall" I started, looking into his piercing blue eyes, but quickly turning away, knowing i wont be able to speak if I looked into his eyes.

"after you, uh, asked me out, me, El, and Dani started heading back to the dressing room, but I saw Harry, he looked so mad.. so fragile... he came up to me, and El and Dani left us alone. Harry told me everything..... that he wants me to be with you...because you will be the boyfriend he could never be.. and..and im just.. im so confused Niall" I said holding my face in my hands. even though there were no tears i was such an emotional wreck.

"wait, Harry told you to stay with me?" he asked

I nodded taking a glance at Niall, who was staring at the wall trying to comprehend what i had just said

"he wants me to be happy... i dont know..." I said returning my head back to my hands.

"i want you to be happy also" he sighed, running his hand along my hair "so who will you, uh, be happy with?" he asked really quietly.

I stared up at him...

"you mean you or harry?" I asked shocked that Niall would ask that.

Niall just asked me who I had to choose between! he looked at me, confused but quickly caught on and began shaking his head rapidly.

"no no! i didnt mean it like that, Ash. i meant, I want you to be happy, but.... do you want to be with Harry?"he just didnt get it..

" i dont know!!" i practically shouted, I threw my head back and plopped onto the bed.

"its ok, you dont have to rush. but Ashley, can i tell you something?" he said, laying down next to me.

I nodded looking up at him playing with the end of my shirt.

"here I am.... a 19 year old lad from a small town in Mullinger. thinking my life is practically over if i dont find the perfect girl yet. im about to stop looking. until my ex best friend brings in this beautiful girl name Ashley Bales to our flat. i dont know if you know her or not. but shes wonderful, I think you would like her" he says and I start to laugh.

"but seriously.. you...you make me feel different" he said, I felt an explosion of red on my cheeks and quickly looked back down. "in a good way. i've never really had a real girlfriend, i've never felt these butterflys everytime you smile at me, i didnt think anyone could make my stomach turn just by saying 'hi'.."

"everything you do gives me chills. the way you furrow your eyebrows together when your watching tv.. the way you can laugh at something thats not that funny for like 3 minutes.. the way you cant keep for legs crossed for longer than 10 minutes because you feel like 'ants are crawling up your legs'.. you can make someones mood change from depressed, to happy within seconds just with that little smile of yours.. i didnt think anyone this perfect would like me... but lookie here. im staring right at her"

right now, blushing was an understatement. my cheeks were so red.. I finally looked up at niall who was blushing also. I laughed.

"why are youuuuu blushing?" I asked poking his stomach.

"'cause im not good at saying these things!!" he whined covering his eyes with his face which made me laugh even more.

"dont worry, your doing wonderful" I smiled.

"about earlier, you dont have to choose.. i didnt mean it the way it sounded... i just want to be with you. i want you to be mine, and only mine... i know im being selfi--"

"niall.. im already yours" I breathed before smashing my lips on his.

"so does that mean your still going on a date with me?" he asked, his lips hovering mine.

I laughed loudly and nodded.

"i um.. i really like you" he said again

"i like you too niall!" i laughed, annoyed because he kept on talkinggg!

"no, no I mean i like like you"

"NIALLL I really like like you toooooooo! but shut up and kiss meeeee" I whined pushing his chest lightly.

he laughed and grabbed my hips, pulling me closer and bring his lips back down to mine.

(a/n ok so the comments stopped :(
and as you can see my chapter is veeeeeeeeerry short
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