𝙈𝙞𝙭𝙚𝙙 𝙋𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨 ~ ᴛᴀᴍᴀᴋɪ ᴀᴍᴀᴊɪᴋɪ

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you always tried to make friends ever since elementary school, but it never quite worked out for you. you weren't shy but you sure as hell weren't social. needless to say you were a no body.

not to say you didn't want to be someone, you just didn't know how. you watched how people moved and over thought way too much. being a junior in college you would think this was easy, but that was a lie.

you didn't have a group of friends but you did know of a couple people. mirio and tamaki came from your high school and the others you saw a lot.

something you didn't understand was how were they friends. mirio was so loud and excited all the time and tamaki just seemed scared of everything. he was so shy you've never even heard him talk.

they're like the sun and the moon

your college had mixed dorms. so boys and girls rooms could be right next to each other but wouldn't be together. it was so complicated it angered you. you only had a roommate your freshman year but since then you've been alone.

your mom always got mad at you for not being noticeable. it's just like your presence wasn't there. your mom was very social and busy so when you saw her at home you scared the shit out of her. your shoes don't make noise and you don't breathe hard so you saw her point.

you got control of that "sneak attack" your mom calls it before you left. you still do it to mess with her when you go home but she knows that. the point was, you didn't want to scare someone out of your household in college. everyone's fight or flight reaction is way different.

on the topic of family your little sister was extremely talkative. she'll be a senior this year so she's not that little. but something she said has always stuck with you. "my sister is naturally pretty, y'all hoes need makeup." yes exactly like that. but it put the biggest smile on your face.

you thought you had to do what everyone else was doing to get attention or be concerned pretty. but she always pointed out your soft features and complemented you without knowing. to complement someone she has to insult another. it's unique isn't it?

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when you study you usually go to the starbucks by your dorm to get out the room. you just wore a hoodie and tights nothing crazy. as much as the people would've distracted you two years ago, it's like they're not even there anymore.

cafes are very busy especially in a college town so it's a lot of moving around. loud sounds. yelling. but you learned to ignore it all. you got two whole classes done today so you thought it was a good time to head home. but something told you to get something to eat first. you left the cafe and walked to chipotle.

the sun was completely down by the time you started walking home. you lost track of time in the first place so it was your fault. but what can you do now?

walking up the stairs it was suspiciously quiet. usually there's people making out in the hallway and playing tag. you know dumb shit. but today there was nothing.

getting to your floor the hallway lights were off because of after hours. but you saw someone having trouble by your dorm. it looked like they were trying to get in. walking slowly you got to your dorm realizing he was just next door.

not your problem, so you continued pulling out your key. opening your door made quite a lot of noise making him jump unexpectedly. "who the fuck are you?!" it was tamaki with his hood on. "i- i mean sorry."

wait i thought this mf was shy!

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