why not me?

heather

this part is based on heather - Conan Gray

"only if you knew how much I liked you"
if only you knew,
how excited I got when your name pops up in my notifications,
if only you knew,
how fast my heart beats every time I hear your name.
if only you knew,
how much I cared about you,
then you wouldn't have left.

"but I watch you eyes as she walks by"
I understand she's prettier, but there's no way she could love you like how I do.

"she's got you mesmerized, while I die"
she's all you think about right?
not me.

"why would you ever kiss me?I'm not even half as pretty"
like I said
she's prettier
and you knew it
but
why'd you choose me first?

"wish I was heather"
I wish I was as pretty as she is,
then maybe you'd like me more.

"how could I hate her? she's such an angel, but then again kinda wish she were dead"
she has the kindest soul,
but
she took away the one thing that made me happy,
you.

tbh this was kinda cheesy lmao
but hope you enjoy 😊