why not me?

"skinny is pretty"

BIG TW!! mentions of eating disorder. do not read if you're easily triggered.

I grew up with Disney princesses and Barbie dolls and everyone knows every single princess and barbie has the most "perfect body" really fucked up my mind yk so I grew up with the "skinny is pretty" mentality and yes it's sucks but I'm sure a lot of people can relate.

so basically I've always wanted to be skinny I mean yea I stopped playing with barbies and watching disney princess movies but I've moved on to real people for example
Kendall Jenner
Bella Hadid
Zendaya
and a lot more I know what you're thinking "stop projecting your insecurities on random celebrities who don't even know you. they have their own problems" yea I know and I apologize for that but COME ON we all know they're pretty and they're the fucking beauty standards.

I'm not blaming them for anything they're gorgeous and good for them yk.
then there is the body positivity thing going on and a lot of people are saying "stop promoting obesity" why not stop promoting unrealistic expectations on women!? yes men have their standards too I know.

people would honest go to ends of the earth to tell people that being fat is "bad" but as soon as someone has an eating disorder because they "have to be skinny" just to fit in the world all they say is "just eat" "it's not that hard" bruh what 😐

just like the wise Melanie Martinez said
"no one will love you if you're unattractive"
and it's true
I've seen a lot of people bashing other people for being "ugly" or their facial features just don't go up to their (the commenters) expectation
if you don't like what other people look like then leave no ones forcing you to marry them tf.

anyway I just wanted to vent about how fucked  up the beauty standard is, so hope you enjoy 👍