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48

Pov.  Jungkook

Once I read, by the way so you know that I do read, people without the opportunity to speak, hear or see usually have a light around them that indicates the energy they release infinitely, they despite the fact that people see them with "It hurts" to feel or perceive things that "normal" people cannot, but how do they not let that light go out? 

Perhaps they lost or did not have the choice to choose a life without "difficulties" but precisely for that reason they were given the gift of being able to see, hear and speak in a unique way and that its brightness reaches other people who give up easier. , without underestimating the problems of each one, making them note that despite those demons that try to hold them back, there will always be other and other paths through which they could walk more easily than before. 

Returning to the previous question, which I never answered, the people who manage to overcome their demons become stronger than anything known to them could know;  They do so by never letting their hope go out, even if it is minimal, they continue to add fuel to it and they can never lose it.

If that book helped me something, it was to notice the true brilliance of special people, of people who do not stop fighting against the dark even if their past and present have been undeserved, and who despite wanting to give them a hand refuse because They know that they will come out on their own, without realizing that by accepting that hand, their path will open faster. 

Many will see this attitude as selfish, egocentric or even hypocritical and could have included me until a long time ago but ... by loving Kim Hoseok in an unimaginable and unconditional way I can understand that it is from them that we must learn and sometimes, they also from us, to let ourselves be helped. 

When sitting in this uncomfortable, hard and familiar hospital seat, watching as parents cry - as everyone cries without even having any news, it only makes me think that their hopes are more than lost, making my chest burn leaving only small outbreaks but doing everything because those small fires of minimal faith are put out.  Although I knew there was little left to fall apart.

After a few minutes I hear how my appa says to pick up Tae from the nursery, I did not know if it would be a good idea being just a child but at the end of the day I know that he must be very worried about his appa / hyung, the best thing is that be with us and that I can at least remove my face of disgrace. 

I barely feel the sound of the elevator opening its doors and then hear the typical tapping of little feet moving quickly towards me so I raise my face to meet my son and practically hold him in the air as he jumps into my arms. 

Tae: "A-aboji, I don't know what's wrong with appa ... I can't feel it"

Jungkook: "He ... he's bringing your little brothers ..."

Tae: "Oh ... and why are you sad? ... Hmm, I have a secret, I have a power but it will remain here among us because it is life or death ... "That last saying managed to make me smile and without realizing it the heaviness in my chest began to disappear. 

Jungkook: "Do not put so much suspense child, your grandparents are practically deaf at that distance" That they have not heard me, that they have not heard me, that they have not heard me.

Tae: "I needed practice but I was able to perfect my power, well, as you know you and my appa have a bond just like me and my appa- THE point is that I can distinguish something super duper bad and something great"

Jungkook: "Ok "Tae:" Jeon Jungkook, are you stupid or do you have unicorns on your head ??! ?? "  Aww insults like his appa I'm going to cry ~ wait a second ...

Jungkook: "Did you just insult me ​​young man?"  For some reason my little one hits his face, exasperated? 

Tae: "Aboji, I'm going to explain it to you in detail once and if you don't understand, I'll tell Grandpa Jin that you told him a deaf old man"

Jungkook: "....." 

Tae: "Okay, start, we can both feel Appa's feelings even though I have a theory that a lot of people can do that-"

Jungkook: "Yes, kid everyone can do it, go on"

Tae: "I do not allow interruptions, first warning. Wherever I was going, I realized that what you can feel about appa for the bond is different from mine ... I can feel the same as you but I can also feel when he. .. I can say that if you had not met him at that time I don't know what would have happened ... "

Jungkook:" Wait, I want to process it "I don't think I have misunderstood, nor do I think he is making a joke when Tae is not like that .  "You say, basically, that through the loop you can deduce if a person - in this case Hobi is ... is he okay?" 

Tae: "Yup, but only with Appa Hobi, I haven't felt this with anyone else ... At first I wasn't sure so I didn't say anything but after we were lost in the woods and hyung came out ... alive, I was able to buy -obar that my power does work but it does not serve to heal, I already tried ... about 36 times not counting last month "

Jungkook:" ... Tae, tell me then what do you feel now ... Regarding Hobi .. "

Tae:" Aboji, I can feel in my whole body and in the whole world that my hyung is going to be fine ... I don't tell you as a child, I tell you as Batman because I know that children never believe "

Jungkook: "Hey! I believe this child and super hero, do you know why?" 

Tae: "Mm, why?" 

Jungkook: "Because I love my little Superman"

Tae: "Hey! I said so-hahaha ya- aboji! Hahaha" I had heard it perfectly but I'm from the superman team, a little tickling revenge didn't hurt anyone. 

Jin: "Children, I see you pure laughter so I wanted to join, I have some saved jokes so-" The sound that I had been waiting for hours is finally present, letting me see the surgeon who had treated Hoseok from one beginning to another that I did not recognize but that I could read on his badge

"obstetric surgeon A. Yuto", Japanese? aish!  I tried to decipher what their faces were saying and not be fooled to see them so relaxed but I had to give up to see that I was in front of professionals and the only thing I could do was act, precisely, like the strong relative, not to say the opposite and face it.

Dr. Lee: "Gentlemen Jeon, Mr. Jeon, I would say that it is a pleasure to see you again but you know ... I present my partner Doctor Adachi Yuto who took full care of both children .."

Jungkook: "T-then Are they okay .. All three are okay ... My partner and my children, are they okay?

Dr. Adachi: "Both twins are fine, the little girl had a small complication in her airway, not allowing her to produce any kind of sound. but now I can tell you that your crying will be the alarm of your early mornings "

Jungkook:" Oh, God ... thank you, I appreciate it you do not know how much, I owe you all my life "

Dr. Adachi:" Hahaha, having been able to bring the world to two innocent and healthy creatures, pays me more than you think "