Black Butler & Death Note One Shots~!! { REQUESTS OPEN }

Stay with me, by my side. Forever | Ronald Knox x Suicidal Reader

It was another day where you get invited to go to a party, yet, no one seems to notice you. You sigh as you just decide to go for the music. You grabbed you're (F/C) skinny jeans, (F/C) long sleeved sweater, (F/C) all stars. You make sure you're sleeves are long enough to cover you're hands so you can hide you're cuts, you put you're blade in you're pocket as you ran downstairs.

"Bye mom" you say quietly even if she died. You're dad is also dead but he never liked you.

You grabbed you're keys and walk out, locking you're door, putting the keys under a step since you made a little hiding place there for the keys for it to fit. You start walking to the beach, hands in the pockets as you think about you're best friend. Where are you Ronald...? I need you right now.... You're all I have left.... You thought. You haven't seen him for a week, he never knew you cut, though. You weren't brave enough to tell him. You sigh as you make it to the party, at the beach You go into the crowed as the song Low By Flo Rida and T-Pain so you just leaned against the snack table. listening to music. You knew how to dance but you were just afraid.

"Hey kid. Why the hell are you here? Don't you have to go cut and cry in the corner, hm?" The girl, Thyatria said to you and laughed with her so called gang. Only two girls behind her.

"Why don't you just leave her alone?" You heard a voice from the right as you seen Ronald, walking up to you guys.

"Oh hey Ronnie." She giggled and twirled her hair.

"Don't call me that" He scoffed and looked at you with a warm smile. "Im sorry I never came, I was just real busy" He chuckled.

"It okay" You said as you tried to smile but a fake one appeared.

"What's wrong?" He tilted head at you.

"I'd rather not talk here. Enjoy yourself, I'll be at home so you can come see me, when the party is over then we'll talk" You said softly at him

"Alright...." He said with a sad tone and walked off.

You ran out if the crowed and all the way back home, you grabbed the kea and opened you're door and slammed it.

You breathed heavily, you just wanted to be alone. You walked to the couch and sat down, looking at you're phone seeing a LOT messages so you read them and they all made you feel more bad. Message by message until you just couldn't. You threw you're phone at the wall and covered you're mouth as tears streamed down you're eyes. You grabbed you're blade and took off you're sweater.

~Back to Ronald.

Ronald had a real bad feeling and he didn't like it. He followed it leading him to you're house, he heard the water running from upstairs in the bathroom, since you left the window open. He stormed inside seeing you sobbing, you're arms with cuts as blood came out of it, pills on the floor. He seen you in the tub, as you fell back in the water but he caught you before you're head even hit the water, he took you out of the tub, stopping the water as he grabbed a cloth and cleaned you're arms and put bandages on it. But he didn't know that he was also crying. He carried you bridal style to you're room but before he put you on you're bed, he looked in the mirror and seen that he was crying, he didn't care, he put you in the bed, putting the blanket on you. He crawled in and he whimpered, he didn't wanna lose you.

"Please be okay (Y/N). Please be okay" He cried silently and held you close to his chest.

He cried hisself to sleep, but you were still in his arms. When morning came by, you're eyes fluttered open and you swore that you felt someone holding you, you looked to see who it was and it was Ronald, it looked like he cried all night. He groaned as his eyes fluttered open, and he found himself looking at you're (E/C) orbs. He smiled and leaned in to kiss you, he never had the guts to kiss you but he finally did. He always liked you, you're eyes widened but melted it the kiss. You two pulled away to gasp for air as both of you're lips turned into a smile.

"I never had the guts to kiss you until now" Ronald said, in a soft tone which made you giggle.

"I'm glad you did" you snuggled you're head to his chest, with a smile.

"Promise me you won't scare me like that again. I can't lose you" He said, holding you closer as a soft whimper escaped his lips.

"I promise" you kissed his chin then went back to snuggle you're head on his chest.

"Stay with me, by my side. Forever" he said with a soft tone.

"I will, I love you" You smiled as you said those words.

"I love you too my sweet" He kissed you're head as a smile curved on his lips.