Black Butler & Death Note One Shots~!! { REQUESTS OPEN }

You're all I have, left| Ciel x Depressed/Suicidal Reader

You were walking on the streets with you're (F/C) dress on with (F/C) laces, you're dress length was up to you're ankles, with (F/C) heels, you're dress sleeves up to you're wrists which was covering you're cuts. You had you're (F/C) silky gloves on with you're hair in a braid. It started to rain so you walked a bit faster and that's when you heard a carriage behind you and it stopped.

"Excuse me, would you like to come with me and my young master? It's raining out" You heard a man behind you so you turned around to see a raven haired butler.

"I'm fine, thank y-" You got cut off by a little sneeze.

"You'll catch a cold if you walk" He walked up to you and took you in the carriage, you at in front of a blue hair boy that was about you're age and he had an eyepatch on.

"May I ask but what's you're name?" He asked.

"(Y/N) (Y/L). Apart of the (Y/L) family but I'm the only (Y/L) alive now" You said and it went down to a sad tone.

"Well I'm sorry and I'm Ciel Phantomhive. And I may add but you have a beautiful name" You looked up to face him and he had a smirk as he took you're hand and leaned I'm top lace a kiss on you're knuckles which made you slightly blush.

The entire ride you and Ciel explained what happened in you're lives, you felt like you knew him for you're entire life already. Once you guys got to the manor, Sebastian helped you both out of the carriage as you three walk in the manor, seeing three servants.

"You're back young master, yes you are!" Said the girl, you're guessing that she's the maid.

"How was you're trip?" Said the one with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Good" Ciel answered.

"Oh and everything is all done!" Said the one with garden clothes.

"And this is (Y/N). She'll be staying for a few days" Ciel explained to his servants.

"Yes, my lord!" They said at the same time.

"May I talk to you outside, Miss (Y/N)?" Sebastian whispered in you're ear.

"Okay" You whispered back as Sebastian lead you to the back, at the garden.

"May I ask, who's the demon you have made a contract with?" He asked.

"His name is Andrew Woods" You smirked "I've heard a lot about you, Sebastian" You chuckled.

"Well because I'm simply one hell of a butler" He bowed.

"Well, you try and take my soul I better get going early, demon" You chuckled and walked back inside, Sebastian lead you to Ciel's study then went to go get tea.

You sat on the chair in front of Ciel as you two talked, then that's when you found out you lost you're blade.

"I better get going. I lost someth-" You got cut off, by him holding you're blade.

"Looking for this?" He asked with a frown which made you slightly nod. "You know, I use to have a friend that was always like this, she stayed with me when we were kids, she had a bright smile even if she lost her parents, then one day. She disappeared" He said, with a sad tone.

"C-.....Ciel-Chan?" You asked, shocked.

"Fluffy-(Y/N)?" He asked, dropping the blade, with a surprised look.

Ciel would always call you Fluffy-(Y/N) because you would fall asleep next to each other and his would cuddle up in you're arms and when you two woke up, he would always say you're so fluffy and that would make you giggle.

"Ciel-Chan!" You smiled as he stood up and ran to hug you, him wrapping his arms around you're waist, as you wrap yours around his neck.

"I thought I lost you!" He had tears streaming down his eyes, he took off his eyepatch and you didn't care of his symbol.

"I don't care if you had made a contract, cause I did the same" You giggled and he just chuckled.

"Please stay with me, here, the Phantomhive Estate" He purred, nuzzling his head in you're neck.

"I promise" You whispered.

"And please stop cutting" he said, ripping off you're sleeves, revealing you're cuts.

"It's-..... it's just so hard!" You started to cry, but on his shoulder.

"I'm right here if you need help" He whispered in you're ear

"But I just can't. It's hard.... The cuts on my arm shows how long I was strong" You whimpered.

"I don't wanna lose you..... Please......" He started to also cry.

"I...- I....." You couldn't even finish and you started to have an attack, you have The Thorns Of Death, which made it harder.

"Just breathe......" Ciel said, starting to calm you down.

"Thank you...." You whispered, ashamed.

"Stay with me. You're all I have left" Ciel hugged you.

"Stay with me too" You said as he just nodded.

You both leaned in and that's when you two kissed. Then pulled back to gasp for air and that's when you rested you're head on his shoulder. You two stayed like that until it was time to sleep.

You two stayed together for a few years, Ciel broke the engagement with Lizzy. Ciel lived you so much, he wasn't afraid to hold you're hand in public nor kiss or peck you on the lips or cheek.

He would have a smile on his face thanks to you. You moved to the Phantomhive manor along with you're butler and servants. You're life turned all better, you don't cut anymore, you don't think suicidal anymore. It just all stopped when Ciel came back.

You two had an engagement which made you real happy. For some reason, you got along with the grim reapers which made Andrew and Sebastian not pleased.... AT ALL.

You met Prince Soma and Angi. Alois Trancy and his butler Claude, he tied kidnaping you.....

So you had a real nice life now.

"Hey Fluffy-(Y/N)" Ciel chuckled with his everyday smile.

"What?" You giggled.

"I love you" He close his eyes, head tilted with his idiot smile.

"I love you too" You giggled again, and kissed his cheek.

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Sorry I took awhile!!!!! ;-;

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