1 week later
*Blake*
I awake feeling flustered and weird, it is still the middle of the night, I know that immediately and I have been dreaming.. what was the dream about.. Zac, me and .. wow, did I have a sexual dream ?The last week we have been slowly evolving our relationship, but only kissing and cuddling. Zac has been so sweet and patient and not once tried to pressure me, even if parts of his body could not really hide what he wanted very much.
I am trying to collect myself, my entire body buzzing with this feeling.. need, desire, lust.. it has to be, but I have never felt anything like this.. I have been feeling a light version stirring in me when making out with Zac, but this is.. I can't even describe it.
My lady parts are tingling, it feels .. Well nice but almost too much, like when something needs to be scratched to relieve an itch. But.. I am not sure what to do, I have never pleasured myself.. I have tried a couple of times but I felt silly and gave up.
I tell myself I just have to go to sleep again, and close my eyes, but I just see these flashes from the dream, Zac naked, him whispering naughty little things to me, his hands on my body.
My eyes pop open again, this will never work.. I will never manage to sleep. I get up, thinking that maybe going to the bathroom to do something as normal and none-sexual as peeing will make my body come to its senses.
I go out to the bathroom and sit to pee, but it makes no difference. Actually the contact to my private parts with the paper when drying, has me almost jumping.
"What the fuck is wrong with you ? I ask myself in the mirror as I wash my hands.
My face is flushed, but in an excited sensual way, if that makes sense to anyone but myself. Suddenly I feel too hot, my t-shirt slightly damp from sweat, so I pull it off.
I can't help but look at myself in the mirror, my skin looks kinda glowing with the heat.. my nipples poking right out and without thinking my fingers go to touch them, making me moan. Then I pinch them, and my legs almost buckle. "Oh God".
This is overwhelming.. and slightly scary. I look desperately around. I do need to do something, I can't.. this is too much, I need to relieve the tension, to date the need. My fingers pinch my nipples again, making me groan.
One hand slides down, gently touching myself there, whimpering. My panties are damp with desire. I need something, anything.. my mind goes kinda crazy for a second.. overwhelmed with.. wow, I feel a totally overwhelming desire to feel.. something inside me.
What does a girl do ? I don't own a dildo, obviously.. What do people use ? I have heard of women using cucumbers.. and bottles.. I look at myself in the mirror.. no, definitely not, I am desperate, but not that desperate.
And then I want to smack myself.. Zac is sleeping on my couch.. we had a late movie night last night and he fell asleep after a long day at work, so I pulled the blanket over him as I went to bed.
I halfway run out of the bathroom and into the living room, feeling halfway like a goddess of sensuality, halfway like a wanton whore, but I can't, I need him, I want him so badly.. I need him to take away this longing.
And there he is, sleeping soundly and looking very much handsome and sexy, making me gasp slightly.. oh how I want him.
*Zac*
I am awakened by a weird sound, a small groan. My eyes flutter open and I instantly know that I am not in my own bed. Oh, I must have drifted off on Blake's couch while watching movies."Zac !" A soft whisper of my name makes me look up, and there is Blake, her skin almost glowing in the moonlight. She is only wearing panties, and she is staring at me intensely.
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Finding love and lust (a Zachary Levi short story)
FanfictionDisclaimer: This is not about telling asexuals they just need to find the right partner or diminish them in any way.. it is about not knowing yourself and discovering yourself.. the girl Blake is never asexual, she just thought it because she never...