Someone I can't have..

𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝

FEBRUARY 25th

Y/N POV:

it was only 2 more days until the spring ball, yet bennett still didn't ask me.

do i really mean nothing to him?

i was in hogsmeade with ginny shopping for a dress, hermione already got hers since she's so prepared.

"i can't believe this dress cost 9 galleons!!" ginny said.

i mean it is reasonable, look at the design to it, it's so nice and beautiful."

"you're right, but let's not talk about how pretty this dress is we still have to look for yours." ginny said.

"i don't think ben is even going to ask me, i might as well just not buy one."

"okay then, wanna go?"

"yeah.." i say sighing.

as we're walking back to hogwarts i see a windowsill and in it was a beautiful dress.

(you can imagine the dress it just has to be with flowers around it.)

it was so lovely, i really wanted it.

"so you like that dress?" ginny said.

"it does look amazing, but look at the price," i say sadly.

"oh, that's expensive." ginny said.

"yeah, let's just go.."
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i was in the courtyard, drawing the dress that i saw.

it was stuck in my head, it looked so gorgeous.

at the same time i was upset. ben hasn't even asked me got the dance!

and it's basically in 2 days!

i really don't matter to him do i?

i mean maybe if i were dating ronald he would ask me immediately, wait what the bloody hell.

why am i thinking of dating ronald, i mean it's just an example right.

nothing else.

as i'm sketching i feel someone's presence sitting right beside me.

"what do you want?"

i say still drawing on my sketch book.

"i want to apologize." ron said.

i knew it was him.

"okay, you have a minute precisely starting now!"

"im sorry y/n i shouldn't have ruined everything, i feel stupid for doing that, i miss my best friend. i miss my friend that would always spend time with me. i got jealous because you always hung out with ben now and never with me. i want you."

when he said those 3 words "i want you."

made my stomach have this feeling of butterflies again. no y/n stop it, you sorted everything out.