Someone I can't have..

𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜

JANUARY 6th

Y/N POV:

it was end of classes for the day so i decided why not get a butterbeer?

hermione was busy in the library, ginny was with luna and neville, ben was with cedric doing guy stuff, ron was with lavender, the twins were pulling pranks with lee, harry was with malia.

i'm practically the 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11. the twelfth wheeler.
i walk to the three broomsticks wearing my snow stuff, a scarf, a coat, snow boots, gloves and.

oh.

i forgot my hat.

then it reminded me of ron, when we were playing in the snow one time in the hurry only us two, i forgot my hat so he did something cute..

"your going to freeze!"

he take off his hat and he placed it on my head.

"there's now your warm."

he smiled and i smiled back.

i miss those times.

i walk to the three broomsticks finally making it.

i open the door and i feel the nice warmth compared to the freezing cold from outside.

i sat on stool by the bar i told the old man to make a me a butterbeer.

i felt so lonely that i hated myself.

i really need to get more friends, then i remembered this first fight ron and i had.

it was in 4th year and we were learning the 3 deadly curses, the professor was playing around with this spider that he enlarged it and controlled it by moving it.

he soon saw ron terrified so he put it on his face and ron started to scream, everyone was laughing.

after that class he says, "i need to get new friends."

i laughed at the thought.

the old man served me my butterbeer i thanked him and started drinking it.

the jukebox started to play a song after, "lover." by a muggle artist taylor swift.

i started listening to the tune and then my heart dropped into a million pieces from what i saw.

ron kissed lavender, looking at them snogging in the booth made me remember me and ron kissing, near the fire in the dark under a mistletoe. (this gave me an edit idea i'm going to make it and post it on my tik tok if it goes well😩)

it made me remember a scenario in 3rd year ron and i going shopping in hogsmeade

"ron where are we going!" i say as he's pulling my arm to a shop.

"you'll see! it's the best place ever."

he takes me to a store with words around it in small and tall form pattern. "honeydukes." i read.