Zayn goes back on tour today but I get to go with him which is kind of nice but lately every morning if been having morning sickness and been really hungry hungrier than Niall. I've been getting worried so I told Harry my best friend from the band to come with me to get a at home pregnancy test from the store. I would have gone with Adrian but she is asleep and I don't want to wake her up. After we go get it I get back on the tour bus to check and we have to wait 5 minutes to find out witch got me mad and upset Harry then said mood swings that's another thing. I yelled at him and he put his hands up in surrender and I smiled laughing I looked at the test and it came out positive I started to cry thinking on how I would be a bad mother. Zayn then came up to me and asked if I was alright I then then said yeah I'm alright and you are going to be a dad zayn got nervous and started to cry then all of the boys came over to us when me and zayn started crying tears of nervousness and joy.
