The environment was in help. It's weird because it's raining during winter. This is rare but it happens. Taehyung doesn't love rain. It reminds him about darkness.
"I am leaving for London." Zoe said. Taehyung was emotionless. That's relatable. Whenever he is upset and annoyed he does this. He usually is talkative. But when he is stops that nature of him, he is scary. Their hairs keep swaying, the wind was soothing but painful.
"I am leaving today." She added, expecting few words 'Well' , 'I see' or 'No, you can't'.......But he doesn't even budge a lil bit. Just his built up chest keeps heaving up and down. He is sure upset.
"Won't you say anything?" She asked hoping an at least sadness over his voice, instead she got a scoff. "Would it make you change your decision?" He slightly looked at her shifting his weight from right to left leg.
"You didn't even try!" She slowly murmured. He sighed. A long upset sigh it was. "When you walk into my life I knew this is gonna be a huge mistake if I let you. But I did. And when time goes on, more that I knew, we definitely match ourselves with the wrong person. With the very wrong one. So did I!" He made a pause here.
"I consider myself as a tough guy, but this time......ugh.....damn, I had to fall into a line before emotion. You know the problem is," he looked at the silent Zoe.
"The problem is, I love you. And that's why i am letting you go. We can't stop someone so as we can't stop the feelings. Whoever comes, leaves too. You came and you will leave. It's natural. It'd be so selfish of mine if I stop you, because i am particularly happy with that. But I want you to be happy." He said when zoe stared at the weird man. They said, a woman who is in love is the most beautiful creature but Zoe reveals another truth. A man with love is more than that.
"Zoe, I know I love you. But you don't. I see myself in you. I see me so I see you. But you never saw yourself. How are you supposed to see the person you love? Unless You aren't in love with yourself you can't be in love with anyone in this universe. Find yourself, Zoe. See yourself. If you think you can see me in you, I would be happy. But if you think you see any other man in you, i would be more than happy. So, go. Go and find yourself. Go and run for finding yourself. I need you to do this. Go, Zoe!" He backed off few steps.
That's it. He vanished. They never knew for how many days or years or probably never. But his heart broke. He placed a palm over his throbbing heart. And he can't gulp it. A huge lump. His lips pursed together to ease the pain still a 'ugh' came out. He needed to fall on his knees, his weight was unbearable for himself too. He tried to fulfil the empty vessels. But the blood circulation most likely to get paused. Because of his heart. He placed few pats over his heart in try of making it normal. He didn't care the brand new Gucci t was all drenched and messy. Zoe would be very offended and called him that he is fooling around with the money. He chuckled remembering her annoyed face. He drew a moustache over her face and she was like a Dracula.
"I wish there is a way to murder the memories. People wouldn't commit suicide. I want you to take the memories too, Zoe! Please! I can't carry on with the leftover memories. They are scaring me. Please, Zoe. Take them away. Please, ease the pain!"
If it wasn't today maybe taehyung would bid her a proper goodbye with his cheeky smile, Zoe as well. But today was different.
Today she ruined his cheeky smile only with her stupid logic because of her stupid past. Maybe she again threw a well-wisher away from her just for her silly stupidity? She is too selfish, isn't she?
Watching her everlasting well-wisher fading with the time the car drives away; she couldn't do anything but leaving with a heavy heart. Hurting Taehyung is hurting herself.
A friend like Taehyung; million in one gets. Even gets, isn't capable of maintaining it. Zoe was lucky enough. She isn't even sure if she was ready to lose Taehyung this time? She thinks she was living in a dream with some other man in her imagination. She forgot why she says she has used taehyung just to forget Gem. Nope. She used Gem just to be close to Taehyung. Now she knows why she is crying like a fool now that taehyung leaves. Because only love can hurt like this!
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