🌙Coming of age au🌞

When I see you-2-

‼️TW: self harm but not really ranboo starts to pick at his skin!!

The old car came to a halt as the wheels squeaked, we pulled up to an old style gas station. My father pops his head out from the car window. "I think this is the place" I could hear my father's booming voice thought my headphones, pulling down my headphones once again, my arms were being tugged at, looking up at my mother looming over me, her hands on her hips looking at me with those eyes telling me that I'm doing something wrong. I took the hint, gently got out of the car so I didn't hit my head, "take those things off or people are going to think we beat you" my father broke out into a fit of laughter, both me and my mother stood there watching as my father was laughing his guts out.

"Stop it Rob, don't say that" my mother walks over giving my father a hard push on the arm, my father doesn't say anything he just holds his chats trying to stop his laughter. I didn't really care. I just turn my head to the side looking at the cars and people as they walk by, the sun peaks though the mountains. I took my glasses off my face and gently placed them in my pocket. The sun and the clouds seem to almost mush and mix together making the sky a purple and orange color.

My head starts to hurt again, the feeling of vomiting boils up in my stomach, I look down at my feet staring at my stained shoes trying hard not to focus on burning pain in my stomach. The ground spins around me again. I lean on the car fixing my footing than push myself up. "Cecil sweetie do you want come in side" I shock my head "oh okay we'll just e in side we won't take long" my mother gives me a big smile and both her and my father walk in to the old gas station as I wait for them outside

I walk to the bench that sits outside next to the gas station's door. I plopped down waiting patiently for my parents to come back. My hands are placed in between my thighs. I stare straight down, not moving one inch, not paying attention to anything but my music. Loud laughter is heard from the right of me. I wiped my head to the side trying to figure out who's making all the noise.

Two boys walking and laughing to each other. The smaller one leaning on the other one as he holds his chest. The taller one had blond wavy hair. He was wearing a bright red hoodie with loose blue pants covering his dirty white sneakers. He had sky blue eyes that really stands out from his other features. His face looks like he had dirt on it, his nose had a pink band aid on it. It almost looked like it was going to fall off. The smaller one had soft curly brown hair, soft chubby cheeks with freckles doted over his face. He was wearing a big baggy green shirt with a stony brown jacket. He had dark smoky brown pants that also cover his shoes that look similar to the other boy's .

The brown haired boy turned his face me. His soft light brown eyes staring into mine. I almost lost focus. I quickly turn my head to face the ground again waiting for them to leave. Ding dong the familiar sound of the gas station's door opening and closing. I turn my head to the side seeing nothing but the bike rack and two bikes leaning on it. Oh thank god, I hope he didn't think I was wired, god he probably thinks I'm wired. My hand comes out from in between my legs as I start to scratch at my scab, pick at my skin. Soft warm blood start to fall from where I'm scratching. I stop letting the blood drip from my knee. I pull out a tissue wiping the blood from my knee potting the tissue back into my pocket.

I sit there still waiting. the people walking around me all in different heights and sizes all with different styles and colors. groups of people walk in and out. Most of my thoughts are going all over the place but all of them go back to him, the boy with the brown hair. My thoughts are stopped by the sound of my parents. I look up at my mother who was holding a plastic bag in her left hand. she looked back at me saying "come on we don't want to be late" .

I stood up following my mother and father back to the car. my mind always back to the boy. I wonder who he is? I got in the car as we drove off to go see our new home.

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I hope that i can try and work on this and not let it die 

have a nice day and drink water sorry if there is spelling mistake

Edit: OMG THERE WAS SO MANY SPELLING MISTAKES :,]